Bear is passing blood now. I thought I saw it mixed in with his urine but I was standing next to him and he just let go and he was peeing straight blood. It’s scary but I figure common given his condition. I put a call into the vet. The secretary told me to come over so they could draw blood and get a urine sample. I told her money is tight and while I want to keep him alive, right now I need to know if he is in immediate danger and if it’s common to pass blood with his condition. She said the vet would call me back within 2 hours. Yeah it’s been 2 1/2 and no phone call. I don’t think she will be calling me, at least not tonight.
I am going upstairs to check on him, pass out treats and depending upon what I see I may call again or I may let it go. He seems normal to me. Although I did find him and Marv together and they were holding paws. I don’t know if he was telling Marv he is on his way out or if it was just hey I feel like crap, help me.
Bottom line is I know he is going to die someday, we all are. I don’t want to hasten his death and I don’t want him to suffer. My reaction depends upon what I observe. Right now I am concerned. I pray that he makes it through this and that we never have to experience it again. This is hell not only for me but I am sure for him.