Last night I got carried away on the computer. I was trying to get iCloud to sync with Outlook. The problem is once you install the add in Apple wants to take over your PC. So you don’t get the advantage of a list days ahead of time, plus you lose the list of tasks associated with your local Outlook calendar. I also was drowning in duplicate entries and duplicate calendars. I just got that part cleaned up. I still need to research the sync issue but I’ve got a work around for now. Enter it on the phone or in iCloud then drag that entry to the Outlook, local calendar and presto all set. Not exactly the way I want it to work but the important part is that it does. I don’t have a lot of personal appointments but the few that I do I want to make sure that I show up for them. I was really obsessed with fixing this last night and Momma had to remind me that it was time for treats. I thought it would just be a couple more minutes and it was like a 1/2 hour later I was after 9 when I got upstairs. LB came down as reinforcement they were saying …. what’s wrong it’s time for bed. So that didn’t leave me much time to have any fun, it was rush, hurry to get to bed. I did have time to watch TV and saw part of the Roast of Justin Bieber. I heard a couple of good insults but it looks like a waste of time. I am interested to hear Martha Stewart talk so I will at least watch that much. I am not a fan of his but I will say he has a nice body.
So there I was in bed finally and Marvin wanted to chat. I was all about sleeping and soon things settled down. We got comfy and off to la la land we went. That is until around 1am when he wanted out. I let him out and that was the end. I woke up maybe once more I am not for sure. Then my hot dream came, I was doing it with Sam Truitt who is a porn star. I felt him just about to hug me, he had one arm around me it felt so good to feel the touch of another person and then it happened. Yep that is when I woke up. The dream was nice but I think it happened for multiple reasons. First being that I am lonely. Second because I was obsessing about a different porn star just before bed and had no time for fun.
I sprang to life and went about the morning routine and as it got closer to leave the more I didn’t really want to go. On my way I had a multitude of feelings like I wanted to get free and was trapped, I felt lonely – I just needed to run away. I also started thinking about the things that I didn’t like about my job, as if it was time for a change. Which it’s not but there are a couple of key items that just frost my balls and get me fired up. I didn’t though I made it in and things started rocking and rolling. It’s another busy day but a little bit more calm. I got some extra phone time because of a meeting, not happy about that but it’s all part of the job. Lunch time is around the corner and I look so forward to taking a break from it all and just watching you tube videos or relaxing with a couple episodes of the middle – either way it’s time away.
The chocolate cake from Sunday was good. I’ve got plenty left and should have some tonight. I had Steak & Potatoes with Green Bean Casserole last night. Sounds like a step up right? Nah, it was a TV Dinner. Not bad but not overly good either. I just ate it because my body needs food.
I got a text from my friends that I spend Christmas & New Years with. They invited me over to their house for Easter. I really don’t want to go and would rather enjoy the day at home, because that is what it is, just another day for me. However I told them I would be there. It’s free food so why turn it down. I kind of wish they would have picked up the phone and called but apparently texting is their new form of communication. I will grant you that it cuts to the point and leaves little room for bs but it just seems so impersonal. I guess that will leave us more to talk about on Sunday. It’s been 3 months since we spoke – so I am sure that we will have plenty to talk about and it should be a good time. I just know that I can’t stay until o’dark 30 – I need to get home to be with the kids and have time to unwind and prep for Monday.
This week is emotionally difficult and as the days move forward I know it’s going to get worse. I am just looking forward to getting on with it. The weather today doesn’t help it’s nice and sunny outside in the 60’s and the perfect day to run away. Maybe I should tell everyone that I don’t feel well and ride out of here, while that would be easy to do I would rather stay and accomplish something.
My latest order from Amazon is waiting for me at the post office. I got some tap lights. I need one for my bedroom the Uverse remote is something that I still struggle with, so I have to have a light on to see what button I am supposed to press. I use a flash light now but that is so annoying, so the tap light will be perfect. I couldn’t get one really cheap I had to buy them in a set of 3. They do sell them individually but they cost more so I stuck with the 3 pack, which should be fine. Working on a place for the other two.
Hi Ho off to work I go. Talk with you peeps later.