Showing posts with label Porn Star. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Porn Star. Show all posts

03 August 2025

The Weekend

Greetings and welcome in. 

Saturday was a loaf or rot day for the most part.  I did get out for cat food, mail and to get some Mexican Food.  I watched TV both YouTube and an old series that I never got to finish called Flashpoint that is on Paramount Plus.  It stars David Paetku.  He’s got blond hair and blue eyes, I liked him from the moment I saw him.  Flashpoint is an old Canadian Police show about a S R U (Special Response Unit) or better known as SWAT (Special Weapons And Tactics).  Found a new comic on YT named Michael Blaustein.  He’s straight but cute and his sense of humor is awesome.  Just watch some of his crowd work compilations and you will see what I mean. 

I got some laundry done, found some new porn and the day got away from me.  I was also pretty tired as the evening wore on.  I went to bed around normal time, had no interest in porn and just watched TV. 

Sunday I had breakfast at home, something I haven’t done since I think the Pandemic ended.  It was a couple of Jimmy Dean Blueberry Pancake Sausage and Egg sandwiches minus the cheese they included.  I put some Blueberry Syrup on top and poured myself a tall glass of milk.  Delicious!  The meal was over with way too quick.  I had some time to kill before Target opened so back to TV for a bit. 

Made my way over to Target went looking for something for my neck again.  The redness continues but the itching & burning are a bit out of control.  If I resist scratching it will eventually subside but if I give in and scratch that makes things that much worse.  I’m not back to the miserable stage yet it’s just annoying.  Found something for Eczema & Dermatitis that looked appealing.  It’s nothing more than hydrocortisone in a slightly different format.  I’ve put some on and it helps a bit but doesn’t last long.  I should have probably went to a Pharmacy instead. 

Hit up the grocery store, got some fuel for the vehicle and then back home.  Unpacked, watched TV with the cats and napped.  Got up passed out lunch and had something as well.  Pill sorting time (fun) and then the phone went off.  It was work and I should have let my colleague handle it because I am not on-call but I felt compelled to jump in and as per usual I was sorry I did that.  However, the issue is resolved. 

Cleaned the house, put my laundry away and came back downstairs.  Porn surfing and catching up on emails.  Rudy was sleeping in my arms off and on for an hour as I slowly made my internet rounds and finally rebooted my system.  Mora was sleeping in a chair behind us but she woke up and went up to grab a toy and came back down crowing.  Crowing is nothing more than meowing while something is in their mouth.  There is an actual name for it but I’ve always called it Crowing.  Momma and some of her family did it.  It’s kind of cute.  I will have to round up toys before I head back up. 

Last night I saw a scene from an old porn movie with Jeff White in it.  He’s got blond hair and blue eyes so I was sold on him a long time ago.  He’s also known as Jeffrey White.  He was in a couple of Falcon Films as well as others.  I went down the Jeff White rabbit hole in surfing for porn.  I’ve seen every movie he’s ever been in, which actually isn’t a whole lot of films from what I saw online. 

Feeling a little lonely and kind of wish I had some company or could be around people just to have a casual conversation.  I know I’ve got a phone and could make calls but honestly no one calls me so why should I bother to call them, at least that is what I am thinking.  I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, I could drop dead and if it wasn’t for work checking on me I would lay here for months on end. 

Just about supper time.  I am going to fetch some KFC that’s a meal that I will be able to enjoy for a couple days.  I couldn’t really decide where to go and honestly I would rather go someplace and dine in just to have some away time from the house as well as the cats.  However, KFC came to mind and the saying winner, winner chicken dinner sounds so good!

I will be on-call starting tomorrow and this week is going to be busy.  I couldn’t believe it but I forgot a 1st of the month task on Friday.  No wonder I had so much time on my hands.  It’s on my calendar for tomorrow and juggling that plus another project and being on-call I expect will keep me fairly busy.  Perhaps I will be surprised and things will be calm but it’s been anything but that for the on-call person this past week so my hopes aren’t high for boredom.  I fully expect to be glued to my computer way more than I want to be. 

Hope all is well in your world and that your weekend has been fun and enjoyable.  I’m off to KFC.  Talk with you again, soon hopefully.  Take care! 

27 July 2025

Happy Sunday!

I woke up early again this morning and was able to go back to sleep for a bit. Got up a little after my normal time. Rudy made sure of that. I passed out breakfast for the cats and both of them were ready and waiting. That is a rare thing but I like to see it. Normally Rudy eats first and then Mora moves in for her turn. As long as they are both eating it makes me happy. I remember all too well what it's like to watch a cat look at food and then just walk away, it's heart breaking.

Anyway, I got ready and headed out for breakfast. I went to a place that I used to frequent. A lot has changed there. One of my all-time favorite dishes that was a special finally made it to the menu to stay. It's a breakfast pizza made with Garlic naan bread, scrambled eggs, potatoes and cheese. They used to serve it with a side of gravy in case you wanted extra and some spicy ranch. The sauces were there but they changed spicy ranch to angry ranch. I tried it and man it was just too hot for me. I used to gulp that stuff down like it was going out of style but not today. I had a good time and really enjoyed my meal.

Off to the grocery store afterwards and that was a quick stop. I think it was 15 minutes and I managed to cover the store, pay and back to the car. I opted not to go for a car wash it had rained earlier this morning and honestly the car looks fine. I also elected to not stop for gas. I have more than enough to make it several hundred miles and that will cover me, no sense in topping off the tank.

Back home to unload and get everything put away. Got out of my clothes and into my recliner to watch YouTube videos. Found some car repair videos that looked interesting. One a lady's daughter took her car to a friend to try to save money and it wound up being way more expensive. The friend didn't know what he was doing and drained the transmission fluid instead of the oil and tried to put oil back in the transmission. Never bothered to change the oil filter. Knew enough to tell her not to start the car, to have it towed to a shop. That's where the camera caught it. Lucky break they changed the oil. Filled and flushed the transmission twice and all was well. That's the second oil change horror story of the week. My boss went to a quick lube place this week, they put on the wrong size filter, mind you that the manager took care of his car. On his way home the oil exploded in the engine cabin and went he got home and turned the car off the rest of the oil drained on his driveway. He took it back since it was super close to home, not sure how he made it there with so little oil in the car. They made it right and he walked home to clean up his driveway. Moral of the story stay away from quick lube places or friends who don't know what they are doing. I've had issues with quick lube places before and I just simply won't go there it's not worth the risk or the money. If you have had better luck and love them, great glad it works for you.

Got my cuddle time in with both cats and wound up taking a nap. Rudy curled up next to me and purred away while he drifted off to sleep, that was enough to make me drowsy just watching him sleep.

After nap time I got lunch for us. Mine was two White Chocolate Macadamia Nut cookies and a Sprite Zero. Not exactly what you would envision for lunch but it was good. Worked on putting my meds out and then cleaning the house. Got more laundry tossed in and waiting to move it over to the dryer. Need to bring the vacuum down here and that won't make Mora happy, she's napping in the chair behind me right now. If I leave the door to the basement open, she usually is pretty close to me. She has to have attention and nags me a lot but I try to get that out of the way from the start so I can have some peace to surf, pay bills, etc.

Regarding my neck, last night I found that antibiotic gel from a couple months ago. There isn't a whole lot left. However, I put some on and wow it seemed to really help. I woke up this morning and my neck was fine but my face was itching. I haven't shaved yet so that explains that. I put another dose on this morning. I plan to use up all of this stuff that I have left in the hopes that I wipe out whatever this is. I suspect it's Barbers Rash or Barbers Itch aka Folliculitis barbae. That's what the gel was prescribed for. However, my neck has never peeled before unless I had a sunburn. I still have some red bumps more rash type looking stuff and redness to my skin. I've been fighting to get rid of this for months and it's bothered me for over a year. All of this started with a neck shave not done by my usual barber. I'm pretty certain I will wind up in a dermatologists' office if this continues. If I can at least quell the worst of it with what little gel I have left and stop the skin peeling I'll be slightly happy.

Speaking of last night I watched scene #2 from Falcon (Men at Play) To the Nines with Grant Ducati and John Brachalli. I am a huge Grant Ducati fan. He looks good and makes some of the greatest faces to express himself. I wasn't really about the clothes ripping but it was kind of a hot scene. He's got one more scene in the movie and it's a group scene, I am eager to watch it.

That's pretty much it. Just waiting until it's time to go back out for supper. The relaxation theme continues but it will all be over with way too soon. Hope you have a great day. Talk with you all again soon!

06 July 2025

2nd Time not as good

Happy Weekend, hope all is well. 

Friday I made it to my friends house, the gathering was super small me and their neighbor (who’s a little crazy).  Oddly enough both the neighbor and I are both widowers.  We had burgers, potato salad, baked beans, and corn on the cob.  A few hours later Ice Cream with Chocolate and Carmel sauces.  It was a decent meal.  The burger tasted strange. 

More than anything I enjoyed the company and being able to chat.  Originally when I walked in the door they were watching TV and she was interested in some murder mystery series.  I didn’t want to stick around for that and tried to leave but then conversation started as their neighbor left.  I soon found out that I wasn’t the only one who felt he is a little strange. 

They were planning on going out to dinner on Saturday and made the mistake of mentioning it to their neighbor, he invited himself along, told them where they were going to go and said he was paying the bill.  I asked them what time dinner was so that I wouldn’t miss it.  They both said we wish it was you instead of him we were going with. 

I got home just before dark and all of the fireworks started.  This year the cats were not happy with the noise.  Previous years it hasn’t bothered them but I suppose things change with time and age.  It was super noisy and someone put on a nice commercial type show at the end of the street, which you could see from the living room window.  I glanced out for a second and then went back to getting ready for bed. 

Saturday I made it to the buffet and despite them having dinner out they charged me the lunch price again.  I was so pleased about that because this time it was crap for food.  I ate mostly fried chicken, had one small piece of fish.  Lots of mashed potatoes that oddly enough tasted like they came from KFC, they were so good.  I saw something in the desert case and asked about it.  It was Hot Fudge Peanut Butter Pie.  I ordered a piece, wow that was the best part of the whole meal.  I left full not quite as satisfied as I was the last time.  They had pork but it was grilled I was counting on BBQ. 

I missed one of the turns in getting there so I had to go down a small one lane road and a car was coming from the opposite direction.  It was a tense moment but between the two of us we made sure that we got by each other tight as it was.  That little mistake ruined my clean car.  I looked like I went mudding or hit a puddle but it was all dust. 

Made it back home, late for the cats supper but they got fed and had some treats. 

Today (Sunday) I woke up early and headed out as per usual.  Paid for two older ladies breakfast as a good deed.  I haven’t bought anyone else’s meal in a long time.  That felt so good and when I made the announcement to them it went over rather well. 

Drove to the car wash and rather than spend another $25 for a wash I opted to join the club so I paid $40 and now I can wash my car during the month as many times as I want.  It’s recurring so the 6th of every month they will debit my card.  I can cancel anytime there is no long term contract.  There was a nice guy working the wash and he had a good looking ass.  He smiled at me but never caught me peeking.  Not sure if that was his normal smile or if he wanted to get it on.  I almost drove back through but opted to just keep on going.  My information pops up on a screen so if he’s interested he can always call me, but I’m not holding my breath. 

Made it to Target for more cat treats and a few other items.  Then on to the grocery store.  I really wanted to get started surfing the net but by the time I got home I saw the cats made a couple messes for me and I just wanted to relax and enjoy the morning like I normally do.  We (the cats and I) all took a nap in my recliner.  They were in between my legs and while it sounds uncomfortable it wasn’t bad. 

I got up after nap time, fed them lunch, cleaned up their messes, set out my pills and munched on a snack.  Finally made my way to the basement.  I had planned on joining a website for some new content with one of my favorite porn stars (Sam Bridle) that just dropped.  However, I talked myself out of it for the second time.  It’s not a question of money but rather something I want and really don’t need. 

Speaking of needs it’s about time to get up and swap loads of laundry, head out for supper and some cat food.  Thinking maybe of taking in a movie later kind of depends on how I feel. 

Tomorrow is car maintenance and lunch with my friend, that won’t be a super cheap day.  Other than that I don’t have any real plans for tomorrow or Tuesday.  Just relax and take it easy, probably go back to the car wash just for fun. 

I hope that your staying cool.  Hang in there the weekend will come around again soon!  Shame we have to wait until September for the next holiday in the US, that’s when I will be on vacation again.  Something to look forward to.  Take care!

31 May 2025

Productive Day

I’m a little bored but have done a decent job of finding things to do productive or not. 

Since this was the last day I could wake up and return to bed I used that luxury privilege and enjoy it to it’s maximum.  Rudy had me up at 6a on a Saturday.  I slept in a couple more hours but honestly don’t remember if I was up at 9 or 10. 

I had a Belvita Soft Baked Oatmeal something or another.  I used that to help supply energy because I knew sugar would just make me crash and return to bed.  I of course followed up with some sugar by consuming a few cookies.  Had lots of milk to wash all of that down. 

Threw on my clothes and went out and checked and adjusted the tire pressure on my vehicle.  Then broke out the pressure spray bottle and filled it up with poison and water, shook it up to mix well.  Then sprayed the perimeter of the house.  That went really well but as per usual things are growing out of control and front side of my house looks like a small forest.  This is the first year in a while that I didn’t call someone to work on trees/bushes.  Looks like I won’t be able to skip another year. 

It was comfy outside but the humidity was rising and I am glad that I got that job done.  I saw ants last night crawling around the cat food and Rudy looked at the dish funny.  It was stale food that I was throwing away.  I knocked them out quickly.  I know from years past it doesn’t take much for an ant problem to get way out of control.  I can usually go every other months with spraying but since I started late this year I plan to do it again next month.  I’ve got another bottle of poison and more will be coming.  I hate bugs but not Bugs Bunny. 

Threw the rubber bathtub mat (so I don’t slip and fall when I’m in the shower) in the wash and cleaned the bathtub.  I had to keep the door to the bathroom closed so Rudy wouldn’t go in and lick the tub, thinking it was just water.  He wasn’t happy about that. 

I then decided to resume writing my latest sexual fictional story.  I was just getting back into it and then along came Rudy and he curled up on my writing pad.  Well that task was done.  I wasn’t kicking him out of my lap, he was drowsy and woke up from a nap and decided to change to my lap as his next comfy destination. 

I turned on the TV and watched a little YouTube.  Eventually I had to get up and I kicked him out of my lap despite not wanting to.  He just curled back up where I was sitting.  I told him he was a spot stealer and he could careless he just wanted to dose back off. 

I came back downstairs to play on the computer and to see if one of my external hard drives was still mapped.  I have lost connection with it twice.  The disk it’s self checks out as clean but that doesn’t mean anything.  All hard drives die eventually.  It would be a crappy time for that to happen but then again I don’t know of a good time.  Thankfully all was still working fine. 

I went back upstairs and Rudy was at the back door looking out into the backyard.  I told him I’d take him out there if he wanted.  He seemed to understand me and meowed.  I said okay but you have to stay in my arms.  This was our second time out and he liked the sunshine but was more interested in the larger big world that was waiting for him.  He wanted out of my arms in the worst way, I would have loved to put him on the ground provided he was in a harness and on a leash but he wasn’t.  I know for sure without a doubt that if I would set him on the ground his inner explorer would kick in and he would be gone in a flash.  We headed back inside quickly and then I was able to put him back on the ground.  He wasn’t happy about it but the AC kicked on and he rushed to feel the cool air from the vent. 

Eventually I started to get hungry and drowsy again.  I had a cookie and a soda which gave me a temporary burst.  A short time after that I left for supper.  I thought about where to go and decided that Mexican food sounded really good so I went to the usual Mexican place.  Got full and left.  Headed back home to be with the cats and of course play on the PC. 

As luck would have it I found an article on-line that a few performers were giving away 7 day free trials of their OF sites.  One of them I had on my list to subscribe to, so glad that I didn’t pay for his content because he is another tease.  If you want full length content it’s all PPV.  I’ve only paid for one scene ever and that’s because it was something I really wanted to see.  Nice thing about that is I own it forever.  I am not getting in that habit.  Anyway I subscribed to the last performer on my list and he didn’t have nearly as much content as I expected but there is some good stuff there. 

I renewed my license plates online.  I was about 4 weeks early but it’s money I am going to have to spend, so why not just get it out of the way.  This way once all of the charges post I can pay it off and be done.  That’s part of the damage from this staycation. 

I looked at my vacation time balance and I’ve got a little over two weeks still in the bank.  More time will accrue.  I get 26 days plus I carried over 2 weeks so that is about a month and a week of time off by my calculations.  This time is used for sick, vacation, etc.  It’s all one bank of time that you dip into as needed through out the year.  At the end of the year you can only carry over 80 hours or 2 weeks of time, if you have excess of that you forfeit it.  Nothing like end of the year approaching and having to burn time so you don’t loose it.

I started to clean up and put things away down here.  Haven’t got around to printing photos and there are two items left on my list of things that I wanted to do.  Nothing major.  I knocked out all of the important stuff.  However, I still wish I had a little bit more time.  Monday is on it’s way regardless if I like it or not.  I need to really enjoy tomorrow because it’s the last relaxing day I will have until next weekend, I am positive about that.

It’s later than I want it to be but still early enough that I can have some relaxing time before I head to bed.  I needed to push myself away from the computer and get ready for bed.  Looking forward to Strawberry French Toast in the morning. 

Hope it was a great day for you.  Talk with you all again soon.  Be well.

 

 

30 May 2025

Another hot guy

Woke up super early and fed the cats, came back to bed since I still have that luxury.  I am gonna miss that come next week.  Woke up a couple hours later and got moving. 

House cleaning was my #1 priority and I knocked it out.  I put off taking the trash out until later in the afternoon. 

I was waiting all day for a call from AT&T but it never came.  I believe I am down to 1 issue and once they fix that I should be good.  Just waiting to hear back and that probably won’t happen until next week. 

While I was waiting I dove back into OF and found a Male photographer that caters to porn stars.  Damn he’s really good and he’s worked with a lot of good looking guys.  He’s got plenty of photos and video on his site.  Oddly he came up in my feed because he was having a sale.  I went to get my monies worth. 

Things were moving along nicely and then all of a sudden my monitors shutdown it was as if my machine went to sleep or was in hibernation.  I have both of those features disabled as I want my machine up 24/7 unless I choose to power it off. I had to force power off and then power back up. 

Once I got everything back up I knew I had lost my place on his page so I would have to start over and I had already been on it for a couple hours.  Yeah when I said he’s got a lot of content I am not kidding. 

I went upstairs and got a shower and dressed.  I wanted a good meal and knew I was going to shell out some serious money but this was the last hoorah so might as well go out with a bang. 

I got on the road and made it there just in time for the doors to open.  I was the first customer.  I was hoping for some Italian food to be on the list of special items but nope I settled for my usual Chilean Sea Bass.  It was good but as if someone dumped in a salt shaker with the meal.  Had some Snickers cheesecake for desert and I was quite full when I left. 

There was this hottie working with the normal bar tender.  I found out that he will be working tomorrow night all by himself.  Blond hair, Blue Eyes, a little muscle and of course a nice butt.  My mouth was watering all through dinner and I took every opportunity to stare at him.  I worked up a little bit of a conversation.  I had an opening to ask him out but I chose to forego it.  Just like the last guy I had no idea if he was gay.  However, it came up that he was only going to be there for the next month and then he was leaving.  If he is leaving the area no sense in starting something that would only be temporary.  He might have got a better job up the street but I didn’t inquire and just assumed that he was leaving the area.  I kind of want to go back and ask but considering that for my meal with tip I spent $66 that would be quite the expensive venture for another nights supper.  It’s not that I can’t afford it, it’s that I don’t want to spend it. 

I’m cautiously optimistic that the air is right and that a guy will come along.  He may or may not be the right guy but I am willing to give a chance to someone that I am attracted to if they are willing to give me the same chance.  Fingers crossed that positive change is in the air!

I have not looked at work email but the desire is there.  It’s going to be there on Monday and I have all weekend if I want to peek.  I just don’t look forward at all to Monday.  I’ve also got a Dentist appointment so that will be how I spend my lunch.  I probably won’t hurry back home. 

We are in for some nice weather.  Today was sunny and in the upper 70’s.  I pushed the trash out about an hour ago and it was actually pretty comfortable.  Tomorrow and Sunday are supposed to be in the upper 80’s and all sunshine.  Here comes the heat.  Perhaps I can get out and spray the perimeter of the house for bugs.  I really don’t want the cats to eat any bug even though I know that they can. 

Rudy just jumped up in my lap and he is ready to nod off.  He loves sleeping in my arms but that does make it a little difficult to use the computer.  This will be his second nap in my arms today.  Mora has got in her snuggles, belly rubs and petting.  So neither of them is starving for attention. 

Well time to get back to it.  Hope that you had a great Friday and that your weekend is awesome.  Talk with you all again soon. 

29 May 2025

Spending Money

Staycation or Vacation either way I manage to spend money, more of it than I originally planned.  However, something about just throwing caution to the wind is refreshing.  I’m not spending money I don’t have, that would be a whole different story. 

I am working with a point of contact at AT&T.  There was great progress made today.  I am hopeful that come tomorrow being the end of my vacation will also be the end of having to deal with AT&T and issues.  I can just fade into the background and go on with my life, wow that sounds refreshing.  I’m still a little mad at myself for acting in anger that’s what triggered all of this.  However, if it wasn’t for the issues I wouldn’t have such a large credit on my account.  I plan to ask for more once all of the issues are behind me and resolved.  The worst they can say is no.

It was time to get dressed and head out for lunch.  I did that and Mora went to the bathroom and stayed there.  I don’t like it when a cat does that I have had two cats do that and they both died within a short time.  I was worried but brushed it off.  Sure enough when I got home she left me a present to clean up.  She’s back to her normal self.  Phew that’s the last thing I need right now. 

Had lunch with my friend and saw the flowers that I sent him.  They were sure pretty and I know he enjoyed them despite the razzing he got.  While I was there I asked about getting some new wipers.  The ones I have had came with the vehicle and it was time to part ways with them after 8 years.  I wanted to put OEM wipers on but that’s wasn’t a same day option so I went with some aftermarket wipers. 3 wipers (2 for the front and 1 for the back) cost me $80.  I sure hope that they do a good job and last for a hell of a long time.  It was sprinkling on the way back home and I got to try them out and they seem to work pretty good. 

Been home ever since I got back from lunch.  Had a nap late in the afternoon.  Got up and had a light supper and fed the cats.  I was supposed to be cleaning today but I lacked the motivation for that.  I used my old saying, I’ll do it tomorrow.  I’ve said that for a couple days.  Tomorrow is trash day so that will help to motivate me a bit. 

I got on Amazon and ordered a new cell phone case and a couple of other items that I probably shouldn’t have spent my money on.  I really wanted to go to Best Buy instead but I think if I walk in there I might spend more money so Amazon might be cheaper and a better option in the long run. 

Peeked in on my work email it’s piling up but it’s all going to be there waiting for me.  I just don’t like surprises so I peek to get an idea of what I will be going back to.  I can already tell you that next week is going to be pure hell but at least I won’t be bored.  I am not looking forward to it. 

I’ve got one work day of this vacation left.  Outside of cleaning I plan to enjoy a nice dinner out.  I kind of want to go for a drive and hit up the place with the lunch buffet.  Chinese Food sounds good also.  Then there is the super expensive place in the country that I know I will enjoy the food for sure but I won’t like the bill.  Between tomorrow and Saturday I can hit up two of the three places but making a decision is always difficult because I am paralyzed by choice.  I wanted to grab some Italian food at an upscale place that I like as well but that kind of fell by the way side.  I’ve always wanted to eat at The Cheesecake Factory but it would take me forever to make up my mind since they have such a large menu.  I’ll make it there someday, it’s on my bucket list. 

I’ve been on OF (Only Fans) tonight, subscribed to another person and still have a few more that I’d like to see.  That too gets expensive but I get such a rush from seeing new content.  Kind of like seeing a hot guy in public.  Saw a bunch of them today so I am quite horny. 

The best day by far of this whole staycation was yesterday.  I enjoyed the movie, the thrill of asking a hot guy out and getting some good food as well as the drive.  Shame I couldn’t have pressed a pause button because I felt so good but that feeling was fleeting.  Perhaps I will experience some additional joy come tomorrow when I go to fetch my meal. 

Hope you had a great day and thanks for stopping by.  Take care!

26 May 2025

It’s a mistake

Before I left the house to venture out for supper I took my medicine.  Nothing wrong with that until I realized that instead of taking Monday evenings pills I actually took Tuesday mornings pills.  That’s a double dose of blood pressure medicine, diabetes meds and the list goes on.  I realized that I did this after I swallowed the pills. 

I’ve come close to doing this before but have always caught myself.  Today was the first time this happened.  I am a little concerned about it. 

I went out for BBQ and as I waited for my food I felt kind of ill.  I figured that my blood pressure was going to bottom out and I would pass out.  However, that didn’t happen my food came and I ate.  I felt full really fast which is abnormal.  However, I continued to stuff it down as it was good food.  I just ate a bit slower and took what seemed like forever to finish the meal.  Paid the bill and came home. 

I had planned a trip to Best Buy but figured that if there were going to be side effects from my mistake that I would much rather be at home than out in public.  It’s a little after 8p and thus far nothing has happened.  I did think about calling my doctor, going to an emergency room or stopping by the fire station and talking with a paramedic.  However, I did none of those.  Unless something happens I am just going to ride this out and hope for the best. 

Tomorrow morning I will take my afternoon pills for Monday and hope that my blood pressure and blood sugar remain in control.  Wednesday I will go back to a normal schedule if I don’t manage to mess it up again. 

Filled the Water Softener with salt and managed to get the bag stuck in the tank.  That too has never happened before.  Had to get a box cutter and slice the bag open to get all of the salt out and then I was able to remove the bag.  I added a second bag and it’s decently full now and should last me for several months.  Nothing like softened water, once you experience it you won’t want to go back to hard water ever.  Your skin and your clothes feel better and water to me seems to taste better but perhaps that is just psychological.

Got the laundry upstairs and put away.  Joined another OF site.  I’ve got 3 left and I’m not sure if I am going to binge on them or save them.  One thing for sure about porn is that I always want more and there is always a new hotter guy that enters and I become obsessed with their work.  Kind of sad that this is my sex life.  I do hope that I get to experience the real thing again before I die.  Time is not on my side when it comes to my age as we all have an expiration date.  However, sex is not the end all be all but it is highly important to me. 

I peeked at the weather and rain is no longer in the forecast for tomorrow, so the guy doing the gutter cleaning should be able to get the job done.  I hope he’s good looking but more importantly I hope that he does a good job and doesn’t wind up taking all my money.  The guy that did this last year was a cute muscle twink.  I wanted him so bad but just didn’t have the nerve to ask him out.  Especially since Mora was growling after he got out of the truck and was walking up to the house.  She doesn’t normally do that but then again I don’t get visitors often.  Still I place a lot of faith in my animals judgement and kind of took it as a warning sign.  However, the heart wants what the heart wants. 

I need to get up early tomorrow so I am ready when the gutter man gets here.  Plus I have a webinar to attend regarding a new health benefit.  After that the day is all mine and I can do whatever I want.  Here’s hoping I make some good choices and get to have some fun. 

Have a good night everyone and thanks for stopping by. 

24 May 2025

Catching up

Friday I made it to Sam’s as well as the Cat Food Store.  Wow two places that I am not fond of visiting and my money evaporated.  I also stopped by the local Office Depot/Max to get some photo paper. 

The teenager in me has never died and I print out photos of cute guys both naked and clothed and hang them up in my office.  I thought photo paper would help make them pop a bit more.  It’s kind of like looking at guys, watching porn and breathing it just seems natural to me.  Yeah I know it seems like something a teenager would do.  Only difference is back then I was hanging up photos from teenage magazines of boys and the most they might have removed is their shirt. 

I can’t remember what I had for breakfast but I know I went out for supper at The Olive Garden.  Wow I got a good view of a bussers butt.  He might have been 19 at best but damn he looked so fine.  He was wearing an air pod and dancing & mouthing the words to some song.  It was quite the show and I got to eat and enjoy this.  It was early in the afternoon so there was no wait for a table. 

After that I hit up a new car wash that came to town.  I have heard on the scanner that they had a lot of accidents at this particular car wash and wanted to see if the wash was any good and next to see if I could solve the mystery of the accidents.  Well the wash is shit, my car looks way worse than when I went in.  I won’t be going back.  The accidents happen because you go so far on the track with your vehicle in neutral and then the track stops and you have to put your car in drive to finish up the wash, people likely forget they are in drive and they plow in to the car that is in front of them.  I had no one in front of me.  It’s a poor design for a car wash and the accidents are going to continue.  As for me I will go to the place that I have been going for a while.  Both places are priced sky high at $25.  For that price there shouldn’t be a spot or spec on my vehicle but I have yet to complain about it. 

Passed some time at home while I waited for my massage time to roll around.  It went well but an hour goes by so fast.  Came home and used some spray Biofreeze to help dull the pain and help ease the soreness the next day.  I had to put my shirt back on until that stuff dried.  Rudy was clawing to smell me and once he did, the strangest look came over his face.  He was sorry he did that. 

I added to my latest story and got drowsy.  I wanted to get off before calling it a night and watched some porn.  Man that was fun.  Got up to clean up a bit and then I laid down and it was goodnight.  Woke up at 5a and managed to go back to sleep until 6a and then my body told me I had to get up despite not wanting to.  Snuggled for a little bit with Rudy and he made some biscuits.  Then it was out of bed and I was passing food out for him. 

Grabbed a shower and used my new shampoo & conditioner.  It’s not bad.  I felt upbeat and put some product in my hair to help it shine.  Put on a jock strap to feel sexy.  It feels strange but also sexy hot at the same time.  Finished getting dressed and then it was off to a fast food place for breakfast. 

Came back home after that.  Then changed batteries in one of my outdoor security cameras.  I tried out a new app on my phone that identifies plants.  I walked to the only plant that I for sure knew what it was and it identified it correctly as a Japanese Maple.  I walked around my house finding out what exactly I have, it was kind of fun and interesting at the same time. 

Then it was back inside and I was back playing with my phone and working with AT&T on a new issue.  Fuck no one knows a God Damn thing there.  They hire morons and you just get endlessly transferred around like your a bottom and they are running a train on you, until eventually luck kicks in and you get a person who has some actual knowledge.  My problem is unresolved and I have to call back on Tuesday unless by chance some miracle happens in the next couple days. 

Yesterday I talked with Verizon and I can get a much better plan loaded up with discounts to knock down the price it’s their entry level Unlimited plan (no hot spot) for $45 per month before taxes and fees.  They offer the same ability to control your name for caller id, a spam/junk call protection app (there is a free version and a paid version) just like AT&T has.  Plus they also have a service where you can get a second number to separate business & personal calls or use it for dating or selling an item.  It’s a $15 add on.  I don’t fully grasp how it works but it sounds like I could dump my Visible # and get this instead.  I would wind up paying a bit more for my monthly service because I need that hotspot data since I work from home and my cell phone is my backup if my home internet goes out. 

This afternoon I almost unfroze my credit and made the switch.  I’ve got one hell of a bill credit from AT&T so it will be a few months before I see an actual bill.  I am quite tired of the whole phone thing but who knows I still have next week.  I would kind of like to take their money and run leaving them in the dust and not looking back, just as I told them I would if I ever found a carrier who had a similar offering as them.  Verizon’s service/signal in my area is way better than AT&T but it is kind of nice having two lines of service with 2 different carriers.  I use Visible/Verizon as my primary data line and AT&T as my primary voice line.  My work calls all come in on my Visible/Verizon line and I have different ring tones set to be able to tell what line is ringing.  Yeah it’s a little extravagant but it works out quite well for me and cost wasn’t an issue until I got mad at AT&T and ported away, my bill was like a yo-yo going down, up, down and now it’s back up. 

I honestly don’t know if Verizon would treat me better but I do like the idea of starting new and fresh.  I am just very familiar/comfortable with how AT&T does things and every carrier is slightly different.  They all share the same thing in that they want your money!

I digress, I went on to eat lunch which was some cookies from Sam’s and a soda.  I fed the cat’s their lunch and worked on laundry as well as surfing the web and goofing off. 

Went to the usual Mexican place for supper and then back home.  I joined a few more porn stars Only Fans.  1 is all a tease in that if you want to see the full show it’s all pay per view.  I fucking hate that, nothing like a cock tease to make me angry.  The other two were not like that but one repeated content over and over it was mostly solo stuff and the other one had some full length scenes but all of the good stuff was pay per view.  He wasn’t as big of a cock tease as the first guy.  I’ve got a few more sites to check out not sure if I will join now or let this play out over a couple months to keep the spark alive.  I only subscribe for one month and then I am gone. 

Laundry is done but now I have to climb the stairs and go make the bed before I get ready to climb in it.  Need to make a Target run tomorrow morning time for more cat treats.  There is the usual stops of breakfast, grocery store and gas station.  I will also venture out for supper unless I manage to find something of interest at the grocery store for supper.  Things are getting rather expensive quickly but it’s not like I am digging a huge hole for myself, I’ve got some money and that’s kind of what vacation is all about, spending money and having a good time while doing it. 

I did peek at work email and man things are a cluster already.  I will be walking back in to a hornets nest, so I might knock out a few things tomorrow or Monday just to help myself out.  I know I shouldn’t but in the end I am only hurting myself.  I know my boss won’t hold things together as tightly as I asked and want him to. 

Well that’s about it, I am tired and my back is sore.  The cats miss me even though were all in the same house.  I am not upstairs where I should be and that is upsetting to them.  Time to go back to the fur and unwind.  I’ve already powered my phone off for the evening so no one will disturb me, that is until I turn it back on tomorrow. 

I am half way expecting an invite to my friends place, they usually do something for Memorial Day but considering how they fucked up my Easter I am not holding my breath.  It would be nice if it happens but if not so what, I am still on vacation and am doing my own thing. 

Thanks for stopping by, I will talk with you all again soon.  Hope you had a great Saturday!

15 May 2025

Chill Thursday

Howdy … Just as the title implies it’s a nice relaxing day, thus far.  It’s only 10a here so there is plenty of time for that to change but I am hopeful that it won’t. 

I had a lousy nights sleep and woke up multiple times.  Rudy wanted food each time but I didn’t give in until I was ready to get up closer to normal time.  Each time this happens I think I will be sluggish and have a lousy day but my body manages to pull me through.  Although just as I was typing that a nap sounds rather appealing right about now. 

Rudy is still jumping up on the counter, he loves looking out the window from a higher view point that going to the back window that him and his sister constantly stare out of.  I think it’s the height thing and cats love to jump.  I moved my aluminum foil and hopefully that will help to cure him.  Silly boy I just don’t want him next to the paper towels or on the counter in general.  His habits could be worse so while this is frustrating to me I am thankful that I am not dealing with a larger issue. 

Thinking of purchasing a cat wheel.  I’ve wanted one for a long time but the big question is will they use it.  It’s a few hundred dollars and it would be a waste if it just sat.  I think that at least one of them would use it but there are no guarantees.  My other dilemma is where to put it.  Haven’t pulled the trigger on the purchase yet but it’s on my mind of something to get for them. 

I got to work with AT&T yesterday and got some credit for my efforts/frustrations/inconveniences/stress.  However, it’s not nearly as much as I was hoping for.  My issues aren’t fully resolved but I think we are on track to getting them figured out.  I don’t think they are going to budge on getting my name to display on caller id but I am pressing for it.  I don’t get why it’s such a big deal.  I am a paying customer.  I get that people ditch pre-paid numbers but I’ve had this cell phone number forever and plan to retain it.  I’ve looked at both Verizon & T-Mobile for pre-paid accounts both charge way more than AT&T but I think they also provide better coverage, I know Verizon does.  While I’d love to jump ship I realize that I have the best deal and it was a huge pain in the ass (not in a good way) to get it, so I am staying put for now.

Not sure if your familiar with Cooper Kelly but he’s a porn star.  He’s got a podcast with Art Bezrukavenko.  Art is friends with Stan Chris (Chris Stanley).  Anyway, I’ve been watching the Cooper & Art podcast on YouTube since they started.  It’s interesting and their latest episode was out last night.  If your looking for a podcast or a gay podcast check them out.  I’ve also sought out Cooper’s porn work and I like it!  He got the chance to work with Quin Quire who is also one of my favorites who started on Corbin Fisher.  What a lucky guy or so it seems to me!

I’ve been putting off doing the laundry and this morning I said out loud, no one is coming to save you.  You have to save yourself.  With that I gathered the laundry, my phone and water bottle and headed down stairs.  Now I need to transfer it to the dryer and I will do that before I head up for lunch. 

It was a hot day here yesterday but the weather people say that today will be hotter.  We also will have some pop up storms and more severe weather is on tap for tomorrow.  Thankfully the weekend will be nice. 

I need to make a trip to the UPS store again.  I ordered a Mophie Desktop charger and it arrived this morning.  I didn’t research my Mophie case enough just made assumptions based on past purchases.  Turns out that the battery case for the iPhone 16 doesn’t do chi charging or charging via magnet.  So I am returning the charger because it was $50 and that to me is serious money.  Yeah I could survive if I didn’t get it back but no sense in that. 

Counting down the days to vacation.  Finish this week, work 3 days next week and then I am done for the month.  That will be nice.  I look forward to scheduling at least one more full week if not two before the year is done.  I have never had a problem with using my time but in the last couple years it seems to be a real problem for me.  I like working but I really love time off, just don’t like digging out and seeing what went wrong while I was away. 

Last nights supper was a Holiday Ham Meal from the grocery store.  It was pretty good.  They put in a container of Broccoli Salad that they make.  I took the lid off of that and it smelled rancid.  I covered it back up and threw it away.  I enjoyed the rest of the meal as the cats tried to get some ham out of me.  I am sure they would love it but that is human food.  Tonight I will have to dip in to the freezer for supper who knows what I will wind up with. 

Hope your having a chill day as well.  Take care and thanks for stopping by. 

10 May 2025

All moved in - iPhone 16

Last night I ate a quick supper and then worked to move into my new iPhone.  Things got off to a good start until I needed to move my cellular service over.  I had some issues with getting the eSIM for my primary line to transfer, it was user error.  Apple wanted me to click the power button twice but I mistook that and thought they meant to tap twice on screen.  Clearly my brain wasn’t firing on all cylinders.  Once I tapped the power button the line transferred with in a few minutes.  AT&T Prepaid only lets you turn off their Account Security Feature once every 48 hours.  If you are a postpaid customer you can turn the feature on and off at will.  Next up was my secondary line with Visible.  They let you turn their Line Lock feature off but it’s tied to a time limit they set.  I had to wait 20 minutes.  I’m guessing it’s a security feature.  Both carriers send a text and a warning email so you are aware both when you turn these security features on and off.  They are designed to thwart SIM Swapping and when turned on they make it impossible for anyone to make changes to your account.  Most of the major cell carriers have this feature but I’m not sure about MVNO’s (Mobile Virtual Network Operator) some examples of these are Mint, Boost, US Cellular, Consumer Cellular, etc.  After 20 minutes I got my secondary line transferred just as easy as the first line.  To my knowledge there was no charge by either carrier for this since all I did was move an existing eSIM from a device to a new device. 

I was amazed at how buttery smooth everything went with the entire setup process.  I already know I am not using my phone to it’s full capacity but it does what I want and need it to do.  I will be watching some YouTube videos to gain more insight.  It also helped greatly to have a fully charged battery and the backup battery case.  The phone is still completing the internal setup process but it’s fully useable.  If I go to check the battery I get a message that tells me that.  My iPhone was made back in February 2025. 

I’m using the Hey Siri feature which I didn’t previously.  I’ve taken some great photos with the new phone and am impressed with image quality.  I can only imagine what Max and Pro Users experience.  Perhaps I will find that out in a few years when it’s time for my next upgrade. 

I was able to configure my phone for work on my own, since that technically falls as part of my job.  It was nice not having to put in any tickets or call anyone.  Just login and take care of it on my own. 

I haven’t wiped the old device just yet but it’s in airplane mode and powered off.  I will probably sell it but I have thought about keeping it.  I am not in any hurry to make a decision on that but I know that I can’t take too long since the value of the device drops with time.  Last time I checked I think I could get $70 for it. 

I was exhausted by the time I was ready for bed.  However, I managed to finish up that scene with Aiden Ward, Bryce Jax and James Cassidy.  Thought I was going to have a heart attack but I put forth the effort to get the reward if that makes sense.  I was huffing and puffing when I was done.  Cleaned up and jumped in bed, wasn’t long and I was in dream land. 

Woke up a couple times overnight with a cat nudging me.  I never looked until early this morning and found that it was Rudy.  He had to get comfy and if I moved he moved.  Eventually he heard me take a breath and he sprung to life at 5a.  I just laid in bed with him and his sister.  Watched TV and tried to go back to sleep but it was no use.  By 6:30a we were out of bed. 

I threw on some underwear and retrieved my new charger/phone holder from the porch that Amazon delivered.  Then passed out food for the cats.  Opened up the package and got it unpacked.  On to the shower and to get dressed.  Then out to the car to install the new phone holder/charger.  It was all in place I put my phone on it and when I went to pull my phone off it broke in the same spot as the other one did.  I was upset.  Back inside to box it up.  Then in front of the computer to print another label and box it up for return. 

Left the house and went to grab the mail.  Had a parcel in a locker the key didn’t want to fit but I got it in eventually then couldn’t turn it all the way.  I tried and tried but no luck.  Damn this day was off to a horrible start. 

On to breakfast and it was good but service was slow.  Back to the post office afterwards to speak to a human and retrieve my parcel.  Then on to Target to get a cell phone holder for the car.  I wanted something durable and found exactly that.  I really wanted to go to Best Buy but getting in there is like a maze and there is a good chance you will get into an accident or have a close call.  I didn’t need that hence why I hit up Target.  $20 for some plastic.  I tried but couldn’t fit the vent mount holder into the ball socket to get it mounted.  Came home to unload and bring my jacket in.  Then grabbed a hammer and a light tap knocked the ball into the socket and I was able to mount the new holder.  It looks great just going to take a little bit of getting used to.  It doesn’t use magnets but rather has plastic arms that snap in place to grab the phone by the sides, it’s snug and does a decent job.  It’s probably going to wear out eventually so I will have to replace it.  First time ever that I haven’t had a Mophie charger in the car.  I killed just enough time for the UPS store to open.  Dropped off both of my boxes and within in a couple hours Amazon issued refunds for both because they were scanned by UPS.  That’s usually how that works.  I hate returning anything for any reason but I will still do it. 

Traveled to the office to get that reading the vendor needed, only to find out they came out yesterday and got it themselves so I really didn’t need to go in but I didn’t know that ahead of time.  My desk was full of mail so I cleaned that off.  Changed the calendar forward by 2 months and if anyone looks they will know I am still alive.  I never ran into anyone but I know that I wasn’t alone.  It was a quick in and out trip.  43 miles one way – I still am amazed that I traveled that each day without question 5 days a week prior to the pandemic.  I do feel some isolation being at home but damn think of all of the time and money I save by staying home, no wonder I am more productive at home. 

Made it home a little after 11:30a and promptly turned on the alarm, got out of my clothes and laid down in bed.  Both cats joined me and we watched some TV and then I took a nap.  Rudy wanted lunch and woke me up.  I came downstairs to start laundry and get a jump on finances as well as do some porn surfing.  Damn if the florescent light in my office didn’t finally give out.  It started acting up 6 months ago and I have babied it along.  Last time the bulbs were changed my spouse was alive, that’s a long life for a light bulb.  Looked on line for a replacement found out where they were kept so I knew exactly where to go.  I hate the home improvement store aka hardware store. 

After a while I went over and found the bulbs.  I got super bright instead of soft white.  Damn what a difference that has made.  It’s like the sun is in my office now.  Anyway after that on to the cat food store and then finally to get some supper for me.  I went to a childhood hangout for Mexican food.  Damn the beef is super spicy and always feels like fire in my belly but it tastes so good.  I don’t go there often but each time I do I think of all of the times I was in there as a kid, plus I hope to run into someone I know but that hasn’t happened yet. 

Back home to finish up laundry and fight to get the light bulbs installed.  Mora is telling me it’s time for bed and she isn’t wrong.  Grabbing the bedding and heading up after I post this.  Then it will be time to wind down.  Perhaps watch some more porn but for sure watch some TV. 

I feel good about today.  The only thing that didn’t happen was me visiting my friends shop.  I really wanted to do that just to say HI and hang out for a bit.  However, I plan to do that next Saturday despite being on-call.  I am hopeful that the weekend will be quiet.  Here is hoping nothing wrecks that plan. 

How was your Saturday?  Were you productive and did you make time for relaxation?  Sunday’s feel the best after I get my morning shopping done coming home and watching TV with the cats for a bit then taking a nap.  That’s when I feel the best but it’s time that is short lived as the day goes by pretty fast and before I know it is back to work. 

Thanks for stopping by!  I still miss the home button on my phone but have adapted pretty quickly to the new way of doing things, don’t necessarily like it but I can function.  Glad I made this purchase it was long overdue. 

09 May 2025

Scrambled Eggs for brains

Happy Friday!  I got all of the project at work done, I made the call late yesterday afternoon to tell my boss.  Thank God that I did have the foresight because the mistake maker wasn’t planning on coming in until next week on Wednesday, which would have been far too late.  I told him to call him back and tell him we don’t need him.  I let loose and vented my frustration but kept in mind that the dummy is still on leave and technically he shouldn’t be working despite him wanting to be apart of this project to “help me out”.  I am glad that I did it all myself because then if there are mistakes I can own them.  There have been a couple but nothing major and they’ve been fixed quickly.  My brain feels like scrambled eggs after all of the work.  It’s really tough to concentrate this morning on any one thing but I have made progress catching up on some things that I let fall by the wayside while I worked on this project. 

Last night I ordered a mount/charger for the car and it arrived this morning.  The magnet in the iPhone SE 3 and the iPhone 16 are vastly different and thus the reason for the change.  I got the same performance I expected with a serious grip from the new mount/charger.  Unfortunately, testing it out I did something stupid and managed to break it and also dropped my iPhone 16.  I was not happy.  However, the phone was in a protective case rated for a 6 foot drop and it only fell about 3 feet.  I was mad that the mount broke and I tried to save it and get it back together but cheap plastic proved that wasn’t happening.  I just boxed it up, got a shipping label from Amazon and it’s ready to go back tomorrow.  Meanwhile I have ordered a replacement and it will be here tomorrow.  Fingers crossed. 

Unless something goes horribly wrong today I plan on making the move later this evening into the new phone.  I am still apprehensive but also curious to try it out.  Just have to make it past the password prompts and get my service activated and then I should be set.  Then it’s time to customize things and adjust settings.  Probably an all night event.  I almost did it last night because I had a nice sense of peace and calm but opted to wait and listen to that little voice that said one more day won’t kill you. 

Watched part of a hot scene last night with Aiden Ward, Bryce Jax and James Cassidy.  It was just what I needed!  I plan to try to finish it up tonight.  There is another scene that was just released yesterday on Colby Knox called Beach Vibe with Colby and a new guy Dave Mitchell.  I got that as well and look forward to watching.  It’s times like this when I see good hot porn that I wish I long for the real thing.  Yeah I know someday but I still have my doubts that day will ever roll around.

That’s about it just watched some old Alice on YouTube and played on my phone while the cats napped.  Of course I had to have a cuddle session with Mora before treat time but once they both have treats they pass out cold.  Rudy came over when he woke up and made some biscuits and gave me a kiss.  We cuddled for a bit.  Then he wanted to play and I gave in.  He was really in the mood and he played more than he has in a while.  Nothing like seeing a happy cat to bring me joy.  I need more joy in my life. 

Just have to make it through the afternoon and then the work day is done.  Next week I am back on-call so more hell awaits.  However, two days of rest sounds really nice.  Here’s hoping I can get some good food.  I know that it’s Mother’s Day and places around here tend to fill up all weekend long because of that.  I won’t go hungry but might have a wait on my hands before I get to eat. 

Here’s hoping it’s a great weekend for all of us.  Take care and thanks for stopping by. 

08 May 2025

Just do it

Morning and welcome in.  I looked into renting a dumpster and spending part if not all of my upcoming vacation as cleaning the house and getting rid of the crap that I when my late spouse passed. However, the cost was not what I was expecting. Several hundred dollars and you get 9 days to fill it up.

I scheduled the gutters to be cleaned. Last year I got a spot on quote and not a broad range. This year they gave me a broad range and the bitch I spoke with sounded like she was in the middle of Wal-Mart and annoyed that I called and bothered her. She told me that the guy I had last year wasn’t with them any longer. I knew that already. Wish he was still with them because if he would come back to do work at my house I would for sure ask him out. She told me the name of the guy that is coming. They demanded a mobile phone number which I really didn’t want to give. She scheduled me for Memorial Day as if it was just another day. Hey as long as you’re not charging me a holiday rate, I am fine with it. This won’t be an inexpensive job but I do hope I don’t wind up paying more than I did last year. 

Given that I have spent money on a new phone, scheduled the gutters to be cleaned, the last thing I want to do is shell out more money for a dumpster. Perhaps later this year or next year. I don’t want to keep putting that off because I really would like to clean this place up. Plus, I could have a large bed to sleep in. There would be plenty of room for the 3 of us – that is me and the 2 cats.

What a day Thursday is. My co-worker still hasn’t emerged from his leave and I am working on his part of the project. I know my boss is hounding him but by the time he shows up (if that actually does happen) I will have his part done. I am at the half way point now and it’s close to lunch. I’m doing this all on my own, no one told me to do his part.  However, I am being proactive because I just have the feeling that in the end I’d be asked to do his part.  Better to do it now while I actually have the time than under pressure when a deadline is looming.  When I am done I plan to tell my boss.  I figure that if things go well, I can knock out the other half this afternoon or between this afternoon and tomorrow. Since my co-worker had another kid and child care seems to be an issue for him, I am expecting that he will need more money and his wife will probably quit her job. That could very well mean that he changes jobs to get more money. It wouldn’t surprise me in the least. I still want to meet him in person so that I can give him a huge swift kick in the nuts for all of the headaches he’s caused me over the years. When we were on better terms, we had plans to meet up in person but it just never materialized and I don’t think it ever will.

We hired a semi cute guy to work at one of our other offices. He looks almost but not quite exactly like a knock off of Kyle Ross (deceased porn star). I saw his photo yesterday and he’s been on my mind a little bit. Our paths have already crossed by email and they will cross again just because of the nature of both of our jobs. I just hope he’s not a dummy. I doubt that we will ever actually meet in person but I suppose never say never because who knows what the future holds.  I am keeping it professional and keeping my horny dirty minded thoughts to myself, other than sharing this little bit with you. 

It's another cold and rainy day here. No shortage of things to do and I know the cats want their lunch so I am headed up after I get this posted. I hope that all is well in your world.  Take care!