Today has been a damn busy day. I double checked and knocked out the work my boss assigned to me yesterday. That was a little bit more involved and caused some minor confusion, but I got it done.
I moved upstairs and have been glued to the couch and my phone ever since. My boss called twice. He apparently tried to reach me yesterday, but the call didn’t ring because I was on the phone. He should have left a voice mail, but he didn’t. I didn’t get any alerts. It’s all sorted out now. He wanted to know if I wanted to be involved in another project and I told him no. The project he wanted me to get involved with is a cluster and I knew that which is why I declined. He was fine with that. Why do I want to sign up for more work, especially a project that is a headache?
I fixed more mistakes this morning, from a project that we have not had clear communication on. The mistake maker didn’t know his part, and I did but didn’t know the affected people. I helped where I could and got everything sorted.
I had a brief break, another person called me and I worked through what they wanted. Then had a very brief break and then went to my meeting. I exploded about this project where other people are pulling strings, and we are having to do work. I said we need more transparency and better communication. That was a direct dig at the boss. I had held all of that in for a while but this morning it was time to let it all go. We were supposed to talk about the project, but the boss went off on another tangent and now said that he will try to put together a call so we can talk about the next steps to this project. The next step to this project will take place next week and since I am on-call it affects me. I’m betting that this gets put off until the last minute.
I was able to glean in our meeting that my boss is feeling some super stress, kind of like the rest of us. But stress is infectious and he tends to project it on us. Like just a moment ago he shot a hole in the work that I did earlier this morning. He didn’t provide me with clear direction, so I did what he told me. Now I must go “fix” things, a job that I am purposefully putting off until tomorrow morning.
I got asked about the Firewall ticket and what the vendor said. I explained that there was no issue with the traffic, everything was allowed but I was still pressed to open a support ticket, so I did that, which wasn’t an easy process. I’m not a Firewall expert I have limited knowledge but hopefully when I meet with the vendor tomorrow, they can come to the same conclusion very quickly as I did. The vendor booked an hour-long meeting, I hope that things don’t go quite that long.
Sounds like everyone at work could use a vacation. There is a lot going on and everyone is chasing a deadline and feeling pressure. I hate both pressure and deadlines but if you don’t have deadlines some people wouldn’t ever get anything done. Ah, deep breaths relax and unwind for the rest of the afternoon before I get wound up again tomorrow.
We had storms roll through last night and my insomnia already was acting up and then being woken up by a storm didn’t help things. Oddly I have been mostly full of energy all day. I feel like taking a nap right now but know better than to give into that.
Rudy was super clingy yesterday and he stayed with me all night long. I brushed him and was looking at him, I had a flash back to when some of my other cats got sick. That was an uneasy feeling. I think he is doing okay but I also think he might have lost a little weight. I will try to get him on the scale over the weekend to get an idea. He is playing, eating & drinking. I worry a lot about both of them more than I should but it’s because I love them so much. They are young and tend to bounce back from minor things quickly, age is on their side. I guess I’m a bit shell-shocked or have PTSD from losing all my other cats. I love both of them so much and they bring me so much joy. They also cause some frustration but there is more joy than anything. That is the most awesome feeling, and I love the special bond I have formed with both cats.
Supper tonight will be Tuna Noodle Casserole or Broccoli Cheese Soup – I’ve not finalized that but either way I won’t go hungry. Hope that you had a great day and enjoyed some good food as well as the company of someone or something that brings you joy!



















