When I think of my blog and Christmas the Santa Spanking photo comes to mind….
For you guys the naked guy is Tommy Anders who was a porn star for Helix Studios. This photo or something from this series has been a staple of my blog at Christmas time for quite sometime. This year however, I am doing things differently.
You see an Abercrombie model at the top of the page. It’s years old and something that I wanted to use for a while. I always forgot about it. Tonight when I went looking for Tommy’s photo I found it. I figured why not be different.
I had a couple holiday backgrounds that I wanted to use but couldn’t find on my machine. My mind these days is like scrambled eggs. I’m sure they are here but I don’t remember what they are called. So I relied on my friend Google. He didn’t disappoint I got the background you see from Deviant Art. A gay Christmas Tree!
I did manage to locate a different background at first but it just wouldn’t work for my site. However, I want to show you so you can at least appreciate it.
Very colorful like a peacock, just a shame it wouldn’t work for me. There are so many images both X and G rated that I had to pick from but I think my choices are pretty good, I am content with them at least for now. I hope you like them too.
The ‘Holidays’ aren’t exactly going to be the same for me but I am sure I will manage to make it through them.. That doesn’t mean I will be happy all the time and it doesn’t mean I won’t cry but it does mean that my life will continue in a forward direction. It won’t be easy but we will get there!
Today …. I got up early, fed the children, made plain oatmeal put way too much cinnamon on it, threw it out and started over with plain oatmeal and used cinnamon – sugar and that went down quite well. I called a friend to wish her a Happy Birthday and then watched TV. I fell back asleep and took a nice nap with momma in my bed. If I wasn’t asleep I would have sworn I had a stroke. I was 1/2 awake and when I fell asleep my arm was around momma. I woke up to turn over and my arm wouldn’t do anything that I wanted it to. It kept hitting me in the face and my fingers felt funny. I eventually got situated and fell back asleep. When I woke up it was 1pm and my arm was doing fine.
I jumped in the shower and threw on some clothes (well I dried off first). Then off to the pharmacy to pick up Momma’s medicine. The cute guys were off today – note to self never go pick up medicine on a Saturday no cute guys working. Then it was off to the Post Office where medicine and bills awaited me. From there it was off to Cat Food and then finally home sweet home. I put away the cat food, fed the beggars lunch.
Then I left in the truck and went to the pizza place. Got a nice Chicago Pie with Sausage, Pepperoni and I threw in onion for the hell of it. Shouldn’t have added the onion the taste is all off. Anyway I didn’t stuff my self I came home with 5 pieces so there is another meal or two, depending upon how hungry I am.
I did some basement cleaning, but nothing like I wanted to. My heart wasn’t in to it. However, the trash guy won’t be too happy with me. Just wait some day I will be cleaning out the deep freeze and man that day will truly suck for him. I’m waiting for colder weather. I can keep the stuff in the garage w/o it spoiling because it will already be cold. Then lug it out to the street and when he shows up that is when he will be mad.
I watched some TV with Big Boy and trimmed his claws as well as petted him. He loves the attention. He has turned into quite the picky eater. I also realized that with my time off I haven’t been consistent with his medicine and that means he is going to have some stomach issues. Poor guy. Ah well I will remember it’s all my fault when I am cleaning up the mess. If it wasn’t for remembering that I would have cleaned the carpets.
I got an e-mail offer to come back to Men.com a porn site. They made it really attractive offer and well I dropped a few dollars. I am back for 3 months and then I am gone. I’ve been thinking about Tyler Sweet and Johnny Rapid so this will help ease my cravings for them.
Speaking of cravings I sure could go for some White Castle. I’d say perhaps tomorrow but nah, I will be eating here. Like it or not. Saving the pennies is what it is all about.
I will get paid again this week and my check is already spoken for if I schedule my car payment from this check. Thankfully we have another pay day later in the month, so I will schedule it but it will come out of the next check. I get to pay off my credit card like I plan on every month. No need to go into debt if I don’t have to.
I logged into the Gay Dating site I joined and made sure to cancel my membership. It was cheap but I am not getting any hits, no date is coming from an on-line site for me – at least that is my opinion. Now I am sure if I just wanted to hook up for sex well maybe I could find someone. Not exactly sure where to begin looking for Mr. Right. I don’t want to go to a bar or a club. Everyone wants someone who is good looking but it’s what is on the inside that counts and I don’t mean in his pants. I just want that good guy and if he looks good well that would be an added plus for me. Maybe I am meant to be single for a while. Lord knows the children keep me pretty busy.
I am loving lounging around in my sweats, they are so comfy I forgot all about them. I am changing up my bed clothes to something different. Heavier comforter for Winter. I would like the bring the electric blanket up but I know it would make it far too hot for me. I can’t sleep if it is hot – no matter if it’s winter or summer.
Tomorrow is Sad Sunday when reality sets in that I have to go back to work on Monday. The kids won’t know what to do and I wonder if I can make it through an entire day without a nap. I did it before but the bigger question is can I do it again?
I have to go back to the grocery store tomorrow, which won’t be any fun for me or my wallet. However, I hope to wind up with something good. I thought about trying my hand at making chili but I am not quite sure about it just yet. Thinking that maybe it’s better to hit up Bob Evans and get a quart or two for $5. I can make my own cheeseburger to go with that w/o any problems!
Not sure if I mentioned it but my brother got a job. He started this past Monday. He said it’s a job. Doesn’t exactly sound like he is thrilled but perhaps his tune will change when he gets his first check. Money has a way of creating motivation or at least it does for me.
Can’t believe that in 15 minutes it will be December 1 already. Feels so strange to be all alone this time of year. I am thankful for what I have but wish I could have so much more.
Oh since you managed to read this far, the big news is I found out tonight that I wont the lottery. Yes it’s a very small amount a whopping three dollars. However it’s better than nothing. I can turn around and buy another ticket, maybe lady luck will stick with me and I can win the jackpot. That sure would be nice. I wouldn’t mind splitting or having to share it with another winner - I would like enough to retire but I will gladly settle for enough to keep me comfortable for many years to come. I guess we shall see what the God’s have in store for me.
The kids want to go to bed and I really want to stay up but my eye sight is starting to diminish which is a nice way of my body telling me you need to go to bed.
Before I go just want to list a couple more accomplishments that I made today. I found a serial cable for my TiVo and my cable box supports it so I hooked it up and it works great, until you put in a high channel number like 181. Then it just starts jumping channels and won’t stop. Glad I found that out in advance. I switched back to the blasted IR Blaster, which more often than not doesn’t tell the box to change to the right channel and I don’t get all of the programs I want to watch.
I reclaimed my dresser by putting away all of the junk that was piled upon top of it. I also moved a snow globe that was given to my partner to a bookshelf. Since Blu has taken to knocking things off I wouldn’t want him to break the globe, it’s not something that can be replaced. It is one of a kind.
Okay so I am wrapping it up. Happy Holidays! Off to get some beauty sleep, I hear I really need it. Then we can enter Sad Sunday together. Perhaps I will accomplish more tomorrow or perhaps it will just be one last chance to lounge and nap. Time will tell. Talk with you peeps later!