Old Man Winter is here at least for the time being. Fog, Snow, Rain and some ice in spots. So glad that I am in the comfort of my home this morning. However, I took one look outside and knew that I could have easily made it in to work, things didn’t look nearly as bad as they were predicted. However, I did hear of a few accidents on the morning news, with one of them being fatal. I’m listening to the scanner and it seems like routine calls this morning nothing extraordinary. Normally in severe weather events a lot of policy agencies hold officers over so they have to work overtime and it’s usually due to a higher than normal volume of calls, mostly traffic crashes. That isn’t the case here this morning. The snow has about an hour left in the area and then it’s history. It’s cold for the rest of this week. Kind of makes it feel a little more like the holidays and it does bring me some comfort.
I slept lousy last night. With all of the issues of late I did some praying and kind of reached my breaking point where it just all had to come out. My two major concerns at the moment are Gator and this dating issue. Gator seems to be doing okay at the moment but I keep thinking about the day when she isn’t here with me. It’s something I find myself worrying more and more about the older she gets. As for me I still very much miss my family and really want someone else in my life, I can’t help but think that I will be alone for the rest of my life. I mean maybe not but right now it just hurts with what I will call a recent minor setback. I am eager to get clarification on this over the weekend. I don’t know if I can take rejection but I do value honesty and really don’t want this to turn into a game.
Work is going to get busy this morning in a bit. It’s mostly meetings this afternoon and right now I don’t see how I am going to fit in lunch but I will have to stop at some point if only for 10 minutes to wolf something down because my sugar will drop and at that point it becomes more of an emergency and I like to avoid that mostly because I feel horrible for a very long time. I was shocked on Saturday morning I woke up and checked my sugar before I ate and I was at 77, that is super low for me. I felt perfectly fine. The multiple meds I am on for blood sugar control really works wonders and it’s what has brought my sugar down and kept me in compliance. It’s for sure not my diet because I eat pretty much what I want to.
Scrolling through my YouTube feed last night I saw a video tour of the Late Aaron Carter’s home that is for sale. Damn it’s really super nice inside and there is plenty of room for a family to live in comfort. Sadly I learned in the last few days that he died without a will, which means the state of CA decides who gets what. His son is #1 in line as next of kin since he wasn’t married. I can’t believe that someone along the way didn’t bother to tell him to prepare a Last Will & Testament. Regardless if your rich or poor everyone needs to have a Will. I don’t have anything and even I have a Will. At present it leaves everything to my brother since my spouse passed. I’m not 100% happy with that but there really isn’t anyone else to leave anything to. I still have a tough time processing the fact that such a young person who seemingly had it all passed at such a young age. Regardless of the cause, which is still pending to be released.
Checking my email this morning tomorrow is going to be delivery central day here. All of the shipping carriers minus USPS will be here at some point. FedEx, UPS and the Amazon Person. I got a small order placed for Gator with Chewy and it’s got some Chicken in it that she really likes. I try to keep her and her palate as happy as I can, right now I seem to be keeping up but she can be really picky and turn her nose up at can after can of food.
Here’s hoping that today is productive and fast moving so that I can get to relaxation time where I can watch some good TV and be with my furry girl. Hope all is well in your world and that you are safe and warm. Take care.
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