I am not able to remote in to my computer, it probably needs to be rebooted. Thankfully I have my iPhone or I would be lost without access to my e-mail.
I heard from an attorney that was looking into the appeal process and I was told today that the ruling by the Supreme Court on DOMA only affected Gay Married Couples. Not couples who were in a Civil Union. Therefore there is no basis for appeal. Okay but I am still suing the bastards unless they write me a check. Doesn't mean I will win but I am doing everything I can to try to get the money that I feel is mine. If I fail at least I will know that I tried and that is better than wondering what if.
Last night I went shopping again on Amazon. This time it was a large purchase. I bought a steam cleaner. It's a good move, provided it works close to what I rent. It will be delivered tomorrow so I am anxious.
It's been raining here from the time I got up. It is in the forecast for the next few days. Looks like weather wise this holiday weekend might just suck. There are flash flood warnings out so I suppose the commute tonight will be a little longer. All though it moved pretty quick for a rainy Tuesday to get here. I made it in good time.
Last night I slept alone. No one wanted to come in. Tonight I will be crawling with cats or it's what I suspect. Felt good to have my twin bed all to myself. However, my body suspected something was up and I woke up a couple times. Thankfully I was able to get back to sleep.
Still watching Season 1 of Suits. I really enjoy this show it takes me away from the hum drum of everyday life.
After I finished my lunch I thought for a brief second about calling up my partner. We used to talk at lunch everyday like clock work. I so miss that. Even the dull and boring conversations, it was good to hear his voice. Shame that won't happen again. Yes, I still miss him.
I've got plans this weekend to kick ass with clean up and trying to get stuff listed for sale. I am not sure how I will fair but right now I am ready to go. Who knows I might even do some of his laundry. My sights are set high but I am not sure when the rubber meets the road how well I will do. Everything will get done in time.
The important things are covered, it's taking care of the less important things that I am having my struggles with. I know I will get there and there is no rush however I am at the stage right now where I just want it all over and done with. I am ready to move on. It won't be easy or fun but I am so tired of the constant reminder that he is gone. I want to relax and finally be able to unwind instead of the constant stress I live under.
Oh yeah I got a horrible surprise in the mail last night. A bill for $300 for blood work. It was addressed to me because it's the bill from the blood work I had done almost 3 months ago. Totally unprepared for it but I wrote a check and paid it. I can't deal with surprises like that, they always catch me off guard and make me angry.
Well I should scoot back to work. Talk with you peeps later.