It's the middle of the week

Thus far it’s been your average week.  Volume at work has slowed up a little bit but this lull will only last a couple weeks, then it will be back to business as usual and people will be back to their usual demanding selves.

I am still having fun with Instagram.  There is a lot of shirtless guys there and I suppose if you look in the right circles you can probably find full on nudes.  I got one of the porn stars that I like to let me have access to his account.  He’s just got this smile that makes me want to melt, not to mention he is cute and hot.  That just happened this morning and I have been waiting for a couple days so I was pretty happy about that.  Of course I can’t really tell anyone about it. 

Gave my money away and was able to pay off an entire credit card, pretty happy about that.  Now if I can do the same thing with the other one I will be in pretty good shape.  I still have momma’s vet bill to pay off, expensive woman.  Went by the post office last night and got a check from LinkedIn, there was a privacy issue and a class action lawsuit and settlement.  I had paid for service back when I was looking for a job for 2 years, yeah well I got $16 back.  I wish it was more but I am thankful for every penny that comes my way.  I got the yellow card which means I have to go pick up pee pads on Saturday.  That is the only box that is way too large to fit in a locker.  Bear is really going through them so I ordered just in the nick of time, by the time I get these it could easily be time to place another order.   

As usual I am very much looking forward to the weekend and next week this time I will be very happy because I will be off for 4 days straight.  That should be enough time for me to relax and of course I won’t want to come back.  It would be really nice if they would give us New Years Eve off but I don’t believe we will get that lucky.  I hate to be out on that day, some people start the sauce early and others hit it late.  I would much rather be safe in the nest with my furry children.  Listening to the police scanner.  Some years I make it to midnight and others I don’t.  It’s just another day for me.  Honestly I hope that once the holidays pass that my grieving will get better, right now there are so many reminders that I am all alone and I really don’t need to be reminded, I live with it everyday. 

So two more days and then we can stick a fork in the week.  Looking forward to getting home and seeing what I can pull out of the freezer to eat tonight.  Last night was Fish, Rice, Broccoli with Cheese sauce – it was really good.  I am still working on the 1/2 of sheet cake that I bought, I really look forward to that.  I told the children the best part of the day is treat time, which means they get treats and I am stuffing my face with cake. 

Winter is back for a couple days then it’s going to warm up again.  Doesn’t sound like I will get my wish for a White Christmas but then again it’s not Christmas yet.  Take care, stay warm and I will talk with you all again soon.