I have been writing down all of the tasks that I have preformed today so that I can submit my precious report tonight. Not really looking forward to it and very tempted to "forget" to do it, but I know it will catch up with me sooner rather than later - - so I will just comply.
On the dating front not sure if I mentioned about the older guy that noticed I looked at his profile. He was very polite upon first contact. I told him my situation and that I didn't want to sign up to bury another partner. His response was who knows you could die before me. Yeah, unlikley. So then he shoots me his phone number and says how about we talk on the phone. Yeah, how about we not talk on the phone Grandpa. I blocked him. Felt a little bad in doing it but I honestly don't want another 25 year + difference in age where my partner is way older than me. If he is younger well then I don't mind that at all. :) I have another guy who kept calling me bud, which I hate. He didn't have a face picture and when I asked he sent one, but he was ugly and had a sour puss on his face. Sorrry not intersted in that. Another one blocked!
This whole experience of interacting with other guys is kind of a crap shoot. You see someone you like and well they turn out to be an ass or worse they don't like you. Then you get someone who likes you but they are older, don't look good, etc. I am wondering if this is actually going to work out. Maybe I am pushing things a little too hard. Speaking of which I have yet to reply to Mr. I want to get together again. I am just not up for it - at least not now.
So there is a host turned server at Cracker Barrel that I really have been crushing on for a while. I was determined to find out his last name and it's taken me well over a year but I finally cracked the case last night. I learned that he is a Frreshman in College, loves and plays the Sax. I found him on FB and thought about friending him but he doesn't know me so chances of him accepting are probably nill. then I thought about emailing him but I'm afraid that I would be laughed at or that some how that would backfire. I am eager to get into his pants, in case that is not obvious. However, like with anyone else I want to take it slow. Plus I can't find any evidence that says he is gay, so this could all turn out to be a huge waste of my time. I really want to at least make contact with him but I am also scared at the same time. Ugh, what to do??
Friday one of the guys I have a crush on here at work was in the kitchen when I was and he had to bend over to pick up something he dropped. He caught me kind of checking out his ass and he didn't look too happy afterwards. I just kept it moving like nothing ever happened. Maybe he didn't notice but I honestly think that he did.
So it's anyones guess as to what will happen tomorrow with Jury Duty. I think they will say go to work, I wont know until later this afternoon. My boss is out today, sounds like something serious is going on because normally she will tell us. Another manager sent an e-mail out telling us that she was out and might be for the entire day but the morning was for sure.
After eating breakfast this morning, I felt the jitters kicking in as if my body was saying need more food. i didn't need more food. I didn't think I would make it to lunch time but here I am. Tonight I am thinking of Chili it will be canned but hey it's a quick meal. If I don't do that then Chicken Pot Pie. Got to put the trash out tonight, don't really care for that job either but it's not like anyone will do it for me. Sure wish today was Sunday espcially now because I am ready for a nap.
Oh I noticed this morning the outside temprature gadget stopped working. Not sure if it got too cold or what. If it's not working tonight then I will check on it again. So a couple more hours to go, then back to the phones and the day will be done. I am on the phones at 3 and don't logoff until 5. Then there is a 1/2 hour to wrap everything up and call it a day.
That is all I have for now. Signing off....talk with you peeps later.
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