On Terminal Ignore

Morning,

I think I am on terminal ignore.  The Trooper I rode with last week has yet to call me or email me back.  Given the amount of time that lapsed I am not expecting him to suddenly call me out of the blue.  I mean it could happen but I don’t think it will happen.  As for the superior I wrote to asking for a second ride along I think that probably went over poorly and I haven’t heard back, not to say that it won’t happen because it’s still possible but let’s just say I am not holding my breath.  I think I am done and my name is probably mud in their books.  I may reapply for another opportunity next year.  Nothing ventured nothing gained.  I at least had an experience and no one can take that away from me.  I just want more and to see a bit more action rather than sitting around watching someone type on a computer.  Hell I do that for a living and it’s not exactly fun but I know it’s all part of their job.

The dating app hasn’t yielded any further matches at the time of writing.  I am constantly exhausting the guys in the area and it’s wanting me to extend my distance.  I’ve liked some guys that I normally otherwise wouldn’t.  A photo isn’t really a fair way to judge a person.  For me at least I have to talk to them and get to know them a bit.  Nothing is a substitute for the human connection. 

My nap yesterday messed up my sleeping.  Plus it was a little hot in my room.  I turned the fan off because for the past few mornings it’s been super chilly.  Well now temperatures are on the rebound and it’s like Summer is trying to make a come back.  I woke up at 5a and tried to go back to sleep but my bladder said nope.  I saw my late partner in a dream, we were at a large gathering and he was running a contest.  It was called poker but it was more like a combination of Yahtzee and bingo.  To say that he’s been on my mind is kind of an understatement.  I mean my birthday.  Next month his birthday and then the holidays and our anniversary.  It’s kind of a suck-ass time of year.  

I digress, back to the story… I got up and went to the restroom and tried to fall back asleep.  That didn’t work so I watched a little TV.  Then I heard Mora throwing up, that wasn’t exactly music to my ears.  I tried falling back asleep but was only able to close my eyes.  Mora joined me in bed and she never could get fully comfortable.  Next thing I know Rudy moved in because his internal clock told him it was time.  So he was resting on top of me and he did his morning dance more than one time.  Eventually I just gave up and got up. 

I said to myself that I would have to power through the day, no more naps.  However, there isn’t much going on and honestly I am kind of bored.  Just one meeting today and that is right before I go to lunch.  I’ve poked around on the web a little bit but am probably going to head up and wind up taking a nap.  Between being bored and watching something uninteresting my body will naturally just shutdown.  Of course my trusty phone will be right by my side and I know it will probably wake me up more than once. 

Speaking of phones, I saw part of the Apple Event yesterday.  The new iPhone 17 looks to be neat.  I couldn’t help but thinking that Only Fans content would probably look better once people start grabbing them up.  I’d like a iPhone Pro just because but I am satisfied with my 16.  I wish that I had gotten that in Pro but live and learn.  I’m on the fence about the new IOS but I will upgrade just because it’s the latest.  I’m told that I could postpone it and just manually check for updates to get security patches but I’d rather be on the cutting edge when it comes to my phone.  I know with no doubts that I am not fully using my phone for everything it can do but It does what I need it to and that’s good enough for me for now.  I still learn new tips and tricks all the time.  It’s amazing the knowledge that is floating around on You Tube.  That not only applies to technology but to life hacks in general. 

We made it to the middle of the week, things are moving fast but not quite fast enough just yet.  I am ready for the weekend.  I will be on-call next week and as per usual do not look forward to it.  Right now it’s just savor and enjoy. 

Hope things are moving along in your world and that life is going well.  Talk with you all again soon.