Gator has eaten a few cans of food and taken a couple naps. She is a little clingy which is concerning but overall at the moment she appears normal. I do think that she is scared from how she felt. It’s either that or she still feels bad but isn’t showing any outward signs.
I am more together now than I was earlier in the day. I feel better like she is going to be okay. Of course that is now at this moment. I could see something that changes my opinion and gives me anxiety.
It’s a great thing that I don’t like alcohol or I’d probably be drunk now. I am honestly sure how I make it through these types of situations without doing damage to myself. Since I don’t drink, I also don’t smoke and the only real vices I have are food and porn. When I am depressed or sad I don’t always want to eat and I sure don’t want to watch porn.
Just wanted to update you on how things were at the moment. I need to go up and find something to eat. It’s going to be a long night. I’ve got someone leaving that wants to burn the midnight oil for some damn reason. It is honestly going to be a struggle to stay awake but I’ll make it.
Again, I hope that you have a great weekend!
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