11 October 2012

Houston, we have a problem

I am happy to report that my job is no longer posted on the internet.  However, I will be checking periodically as trust is still a big issue here for me.

I got lucky this morning and dodged a serious bullet.  It was an accidental mistake on my part but I figured out how to quickly fix it and didn’t have to involve anyone.  So no one is the wiser.  What an advantage to being an army of one!  Phew!

Today is 10 11 12 how about that?  It’s also National Coming Out Day.  Coming out is such a difficult and personal decision.  Only you know if the circumstances are right.  Trust your gut to be your guide and if you have any apprehension, then don’t do it.  Nothing is written in stone to say that you have to come out today.  You can do it on your own schedule and if it’s something your not comfortable with, then you don’t have to do it at all.  Once you utter those words…I am gay, it’s something you will never be able to take back.  Coming out is also a continual process.  After you tell your family and friends, then when your out and the waiter or waitress says oh are you brothers?  Or the one I like is he your father?  Nope, he’s my boyfriend.  Yes, were gay.  There will be lots of situations like that where you will tell people.  Since we are all different, people react to the news differently.  So Happy 10 11 12 and Happy National Coming Day!

I might have to travel tomorrow to of all things do wiring work.  Same place as last week, just helping a guy out.  From the way he sounded over the phone, he can take care of this by himself.  I offered my help, just to be nice.  Damn me and my big mouth.  He was planning on taking care of it tomorrow.  Then he wanted to call me first thing in the morning.  I told him it’s a long trip I would just as soon know tonight, so I can get prepared and notify people.  As much as I like the ride, going back a week later is such a turn off for me.  Just because last Friday didn’t go exactly as I wanted it to.  I would just as soon stay in the office. 

Thus far all is quiet on the home front.  I crashed very early last night.  9pm and I was getting in bed.  I was just dead tired, too much concentration at work.  I really have no desire to get in front of a PC when I get home, seeing as how I sit in front of one all day.  Sort of like being a truck driver and having to drive on your time off.  Ugh!

I have a couple things to do, so I am going to scoot.  Thanks for stopping by.  You take care and I will talk with you peeps later!

2 comments:

Jude said...

Awesome news! It's about time your position was taken off the posting!!

Have a great weekend my friend!

Jeremy Ryan said...

Thanks - hope yours was awesome!