This year feels like years past when writing this post, it’s all a blur. I’ve had some high high’s this year with 2 ride alongs with different police agencies, being able to donate money to make a difference in kids & family’s Christmas’, seeing movies that I enjoyed, taking time off, asking a hot waiter for a date only to find out he was straight. You might think that it belongs under the low lows, but it was exhilarating for me.
Speaking of the low low’s most recently this month with find out that a former co-worker committed suicide months ago, a former porn star I liked did the same and then a former porn star & only fans creator was killed in a motor vehicle accident. Add to that not winning the lottery, the cat food shortage earlier this year and what came to me recently in the shower no performance bonus that I was promised this year as well as the fact I bought two what I consider expensive gifts for the cats and they want nothing to do with them.
It’s been quite a year and now it’s time to button it all up and put it in the past as we move forward to 2026. Like last year I hope this time next year I have a man to celebrate with and that I will meet him this coming year, sooner rather than later. It would be nice to win the lottery but absent of that I’ll settle for buying a new vehicle. I think this will be the year that happens. That my job continues unless of course I win the lottery then who cares. That both of my cats as well as myself will remain in reasonably good health and that we will continue to comfort and entertain each other.
My wish for you is continued health, happiness and prosperity. Be kind to others as were all going through something even though it might not show on the outside. I say that as I really want just to bow out of life, existing seems meaningless to me at least right now. It might be a bit of the winter blues or depression, but life has very much felt that way for me ever since my spouse passed. Yet I’m still here and continue to amaze myself by not only pressing on but with some of the good things that happen to me. It’s one day at a time or hanging on for one more day in the hopes that things will go my way, despite how tireless that seems.
Here’s hoping that 2026 will be the year that only good things happen to all of us.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
1 comment:
In regards to the suicides of the porn stars, I am not sure if it is a trend in working in that industry. I did not follow any gay news on FB, somehow the algorithms show the news about some random gay pornstars passed away at the age before 30s. That's quite tragic.
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