Change the clock

Happy time change weekend.  I do believe I have updated all of the clocks in the house and especially the one in the car.  My new auto sync (atomic) clock was the only one that was off, outside of my watches.  I thought that was kind of ironic because the whole purpose of a auto sync clock is that you don’t have to worry about setting the time.  To make it a little bit more humorous, when I went to adjust the time there isn’t a button for that.  I can change the TZ (time zone) and if I want 24 hour time but to actually adjust the time, not possible.  The fix for the moment was to change the TZ it will sync up again at 2a so I’ll know in the morning if this is going to be a permanent fix.  I am a little nervous about one of the card servers at work.  I’ve been messing with it off and on all day.  I think it’s fixed but the true test will be in the morning.  Thankfully the new guy gets in super early and he knows to check on it.  I really wish we would just adopt 1 universal time for the entire US and call it a day but I don’t know that will ever happen. 

There was some new flavors of cat food out, they cost slightly more but I figured why not get them and try then.  Variety is the spice of life.  Well guess who doesn’t like them.  They eat a little bit but then turn their noses up.  1 of them is called Kicked Up Chicken, sounds like something Emeril would make with some BAM.  However, cats don’t like spicy food.  I can’t tell if it’s carrots or peppers but whatever it is they don’t like it.  I’m kind of tempted to try it but for the fact that it’s cat food.

I got the house cleaning done and am just passing time until it’s time to pop a frozen pizza in the oven.  I also need a shave but don’t look forward to that as much as I look forward to pizza.  Picked up some spring cookies, whatever they are.  Tried some pop tart bites, they are really good.  I have some muffins and new mini ice cream bars.  Yeah it’s a fat man’s paradise here with plenty of junk to eat.  Problem is that won’t get the weight off of me.  Two things that I dearly love in this world and that’s food and men.  I want them both!  I’d also love to loose this extra weight I recently put on but I don’t want to do the work.  I keep telling myself tomorrow but tomorrow never seems to come and pretty soon I will be as big as a dump truck, still waiting for tomorrow. 

 

For the remainder of the post I am going into TMI mode and if you don’t want to read it or it’s not your cup of tea, I get it and that’s okay.  If your stopping here I’ll say the usual talk with you again soon.  If your continuing well I will say that again much later.

Last night I did something that I said I wouldn’t do again, that’s break out the lawnmower trimmer.  I followed the manufacturers suggestion and put a guard on it.  Man that made a world of difference and I didn’t get cut this time.  Everything is silky smooth and of course I’m horny as hell.  I really wanted to get off last night and I started watching some porn but Gator decided to occupy my lap and then I got tired and it was game over.  My late spouse used to say you know that your getting old when you have to make a choice between sex or sleep.  If you choose sleep, your officially old.  Two states that are constant for me are tired and horny. 

There is no shortage of thirst traps or sexy men, but finding one seems to be the difficult part.  I’m not looking for a pity fuck, although it sounds nice.  I’ve never done that kind of things before and don’t know that it would leave me with a warm and fuzzy.  Besides that I want a man who will be there not only for sex but for day to day life.  I can’t say I am looking to get married but something long term and stable is more what I am looking for.  My time on the dating app is running out with each passing month.  I’ve had a few guys show interest in me but I’m either not interested in them or when I show interest we ‘match’ but can’t seem to get and keep a conversation going.  I get that it’s awkward and hell we both probably feel it but you have to move past it.  I can only send messages out but I can’t make someone talk to me.  One of the ladies that works on my hair tells me to stop looking for love so hard, actually just stop all together and then it will happen.  I took her advice for a short time but yeah nothing. 

Dating and finding a mate is a total crap shoot in that you never know who or what you will get.  People seem fine at first and like a job interview everyone is about looking sharp and acting their best.  It’s not until that newness wears off and you get to see the real person that you know if you have a keeper.  This is the next big part in my life that I wish would come together.  For me it seems to make things better.  I’ve been on my own for a while now and I know I don’t need anyone but I really want someone.  I have all sorts of worries and concerns but I think that if I met Mr. Right that everything would just come together. 

I’ve been really looking at eye candy – shirtless men and even men with clothes on.  I’m just so thirsty.  I try to quench my thirst with porn but being alone is only so much fun.  Okay so I am starting to yawn which must mean I am getting old.  I need to take the laundry upstairs and spend some time with the kids before this day gets away from me.  I’m proud of the progress I made but I am not eager for the week ahead. 

Thanks for stopping by and reading all the way to the end.  I will be back again soon.  Until then take care and be well.