Someone has something to hide

Sorry for not posting yesterday, I was far too upset & busy to take time out.  The evening also went by in a flash because I spent most of it on the phone.

Okay so I’m talking with a co-worker about the benefits of a cordless keyboard & mouse.  I showed them what I had and said well my boss has something different.  So since he wasn’t in, we decided to take a closer look at his keyboard & mouse combo.  We walked to his office and took a look.  Then we left.  We didn’t touch anything – go through anything and we didn’t even bother to turn on his monitors. 

The next thing I know he is contacting me asking if I was in his office.  I said yes and explained why.  He came unglued and went off on me telling me was a privacy violation and that I should be written up.  I don’t have permission to go in his office unless he or someone else's tells me to.  Wow, that leaves it open for interpretation – the cleaning person could tell me to go in and I could say that was permission.  Get a fucking grip, we didn’t touch a damn thing – it’s a fucking keyboard we looked at it and left.  Obviously he has something super secret and sensitive in his office.  I mean I have the keys to the entire digital world.  I can see e-mails, financial data and even paychecks.  But I can’t go in his office, go figure.  I just said yeah, okay.  To calm him down and get him off my back. 

The person I was with got ripped for this too.  Now the bottom line is either we are or we are not trusted.  Clearly by his actions it says we are not trusted.  Yet we both could do harm if we wanted to.  It was another executive that I was with.  This was just a further reminder to me that it’s time to get out of there before I am thrown out.  Problem is jobs are not appearing in over abundance.

My friend that I referred has consistently showed up late, left early and just disappeared for lunch.  She complains about noise level but she has two tablets at her desk, listening to music in her ears and she isn’t getting a damn thing done.  What she is producing I am told is crap.  Wow, talk about making me look bad.  All I can say is NEVER EVER AGAIN.  Our friendship is okay at the moment, but in my mind it’s rocky at best.  I am not happy because I am stuck in the middle.  Her and her boss are both telling me things – I give it one month tops. 

Shifting gears, I called the mortgage company because I haven’t been tortured enough this week.  They of course need what, more documents.  The Trust wasn’t good enough to show that the property is legally mine.  They need to see that it was willed to me.  I explained the Will refers you to the trust but they wanted it anyway.  Okay, so I sent it.  Then I waited several hours.  I called back and learned they got it.  Then I was told they need a letter of authorization from his (my late partner) Bankruptcy Attorney saying that it’s okay if they speak with me regarding the property.  Called the lawyers office got the letter faxed.  I got a copy by e-mail and when I got home I sent it again by fax to them.  I want to make absolutely certain they received the document.  Unfortunately,  I will be calling them again tomorrow.  I just hope and pray they don’t ask for another damn thing.  I have sent them everything I have two or three times over.  It’s time to get with the program and get me an answer.  Typically I am told it takes 30 days to complete this process.  I wonder how one accomplishes that?  I have been going at it since April and with this particular financial institution since June when they assumed the loan.  30 days, come on that is a joke!

Moving right along I got a call from the vet about Momma yesterday.  I called back and left a message but never heard a damn thing.  So I sent an e-mail tonight.  Hopefully I will get a response tomorrow.  The medicine isn’t working for her chewing/itching.  Not sure if there is something else we can try.  Plus she needs more Thyroid medicine.  That will be $50.  Always something or someone to take your money.

Finally my favorite subject.  Me.  I’ve had some strange dreams this week considering what I have been through at work.  I can’t help but wish my boss would die, retire or just leave me the hell alone.  I really don’t like that man.  I have my moments here at home.  Not crying but I kind of feel like that might help.  Frustrated with all of the BS I have to continue to go through.  Jump through this hoop, fill out that form, etc.  It’s getting really old, really fast.  I am paralyzed by choice when it comes to planning for Supper.  Been doing the frozen thing, except for Tuesday when I had a salad.  Tomorrow I am thinking about Chinese but I have Mexican here at home.  I was thinking Mexican on Saturday.  Kind of sad that tomorrow is Friday only because it’s that much closer to Monday and that is when the jack ass will be back.  Meantime I just keep it moving as best as I can. 

This weekend is also carpet cleaning and claw trimming weekend.  Wow two things that I hate more than going to the grocery store.  Help, Help me Rhonda.  Whoever that is.  Looking forward to relaxation and being able to let my hair down.  Saturdays are great for that – I tend to forget about everything.  Then Sunday comes along and sobers me up to reality again.  I kind of want some people action but I only have so many friends and I don’t want to become a burden, even though I know I am already a burden.

Well I guess I should hop to it, bedtime will be calling soon enough.  Hope all is going well for you.  Talk with you peeps later.