Change Up

With not much to do I decided to change up the blog.  I had several photos to chose from and I always like to put a hot man on the blog.  This time I thought I would change it up a bit and just use some color.  I hope you like it.  If not well keep coming back because it always changes. 

Confession time, I didn’t have Mac & Cheese last night.  Instead I has a little bit of cottage cheese and finished it off.  Then I had a part facial and a shower.  Finally made some pop-corn in the microwave and washed it down with a Diet Cherry Pepsi.  Ah, that was good.  I am not big on pop corn because kernels get stuck in my teeth and then I floss and work and work and finally it comes out and my gums are bleeding.  The only reason I have pop corn is because my partner used to enjoy it.  Now the race is on to eat it all before it expires.  Not exactly sure I will win that race.

Up early again and decided to have breakfast at home.  The coupon I had for 25% off expired and I decided paying full price to see a hot guy with a nice bum, wasn’t worth it.  I could easily look at porn.  So I ate here.  Then threw on some clothes, grabbed the glasses and out the door I went to the grocery store.  I didn’t visit two stores as I had planned.  I just went to my usual.  They had a variety pack of Cream of Wheat so I bought that as a sub.  I will probably hit up the other grocery store next week.  I’m big on Cinabon Cream of Wheat as well as Cinnamon & Spice Oatmeal.  My regular grocery store only carries Apples & Cinnamon which gets really old after a while.  See in the Spring & Summer I eat cold cereal like it’s going out of style.  Then in Fall & Winter I am big on hot cereal.  I usually lose weight this time of year because I only eat 2 packets of hot cereal.  The cold stuff I eat bowls and bowls.  It’s nothing to polish off a small box in one sitting or very close to it.  Just something about the crunch and taste. 

Came home after the store and put away the groceries.  Used two coupons to save some decent money, so I was happy about that.  Then started dishes and laundry.  Went to my room and watched TV.  Work called so I had to answer that a couple times and it was done.  Then back to TV and I promptly passed out.  I was interested in a very good Tyler Perry Movie.  It’s cued up and I have to finish it tonight.  When the TiVo is empty I have a hard time on deciding what I want.  I usually pay for a movie, which is a bad habit.  I don’t go hog wild though, $3.99 is the top of my limit.  Lots of things go for more or they want you to purchase instead of rent.  I’m not all about that.  If I can own it for $3.99 I will buy it, otherwise it has to be something pretty damn special. 

Speaking of which Lewis Black sent out a message this week that Kathleen Madigan has a new special on Netflix.  Watched that on Friday night it was good, I didn’t laugh much but I enjoy her material.  It does take a lot to get me going and then you can’t shut me up. 

When I woke up, I came downstairs to surf the web and check mail.  Not too excited.  I watched Will & RJ’s latest video and came across one of their friends who published his Coming Out Story.  Their friends name is Jake and he is from Australia but living in NY.  He is only 24 years old and I am telling you he is delicious.  I could just eat him up.  The story was touching.  I always love a good Coming Out Story.  They are like porn in that they are addictive to me but they usually send me on an emotional roller coaster because I can identify with so many feelings.  Like the one where you know your different from everyone else but you just can’t put your finger on what it is.  Then one day it hits you like a ton of bricks.  You discover you are attracted to guys and your gay.  It can be a lot to deal with.

I went upstairs with the intention of going out for a pizza.  However, I remembered that I had one in the fridge and really should save my money.  So I was a good boy and ate at home.  I’ve only been to the store and been home the rest of the day.  The kids are just eating up time with daddy.  They love it!  Me on the other hand now that the relaxation is over with I am ready to go.  However, I will stay put until tomorrow morning when I depart for work.  Today is Sad Sunday because tomorrow is Monday.  Boo Hiss.

I’ve got a little bit of free time and then it will be time to get lunch ready, give the kids their snack and meds, shave, put away clothes and take my medicine.  Then bed time.  Sunday nights are always rough to fall asleep because I am pretty well rested and those naps, well they are just the best invention since sliced bread.  They should be mandatory every day.  The world would be a better place.

Thinking about being lonely and wanting to get out, makes me think I should go on a gay cruise, as in a ship.  I would probably have the time of my life and in the middle of the ocean there is no cell reception, so I could leave work behind.  The bad part is that I would be disconnected from the kids.  Money is an issue so I won’t be doing this anytime soon.  However, it is something that I will add to my bucket list.  I need a companion more than I need sex.  I want a hug and to wake up next to another guy that I am in to, who is also in to me. 

The new glasses are working out okay.  I have had to make a couple of adjustments to them.  Cleaning them is a not fun, just like the last pair.  However, having the Crizal coating helps a lot.  I used their micro-fiber cloth this morning and presto, good as yesterday when I picked them up. 

Big day tomorrow meeting another new person in the office.  Also wondering what shit my “friend” will try to pull next or what she will ask for.  It sure would be nice if she got with the program and started working – stopped worrying about other people and stay at your desk and actually get some work done.  However, that might just be asking too much. 

I am attending a webinar for an hour and a half tomorrow so that is like a little bit of an extended lunch period.  I will probably eat my lunch early since we are doing this in someone's office and the new person will be in.  I’d hate to be munching on food in front of the new person but I guess that beats passing out.  See if I don’t eat lunch in a timely manner I will pass out because my blood sugar will dip.  Prior to passing out I get really, really sick.  So there is plenty of warning and if I ignore it I know the consequences. 

Momma is taking a full pill instead of a 1/2 pill of the anti-depressant she was on.  It appears to be working but she sleeps more now.  I asked for more of it so I can continue to evaluate it.  If she does well over the next couple weeks I will ask for a monthly supply.  If not then our next trick is to apply Revolution every three weeks for three months to see if this is a parasite causing her discomfort.  We do have these gnats that appear in the summer and sometimes they bite, that could be the problem.  They go away after the weather gets consecutively cold for a few days.  That is the best part of winter.  We also have 2 window ac units because my partner was hot all the time.  Well they are coming in once it gets cold and I don’t have plans to put them back out next year. 

Well I should go play while I have time.  Work will be calling soon enough.  Hard to believe it’s been 5 months and they have been the worst time of my life.  I will be so glad when this damn year is done so we can start fresh and hopefully things will continue to fall in place as the year winds down.  The mortgage is my next biggest worry outside of when or if Big Boy will pass.  I wish my worries were a lot less than what they are today. 

I hope you had a great weekend and thanks for stopping by to check up on me.  I will talk with you peeps later.