10 December 2019

Horrible surprise

I stopped off at the vets office last night to get Momma’s fluids.  I got them and one hell of a bill to go with them.  Turns out they weren’t the $30 I thought they were they were $55 and then it’s another $20 something for the Potassium additive, so all together it was $85.  I really wish they would have given them to me on Saturday as the total bill would have been around $200 and that is the magic number for 1 card I have that offers zero percent financing if paid in 6 months.  It’s way to help me not part with all of my money at once.  I can pay for it but it’s just parting with all of the cash up front that I object to.  I must have had one hell of a look on my face when the lady told me the total last night.  She was like do you not want them now?  I said no I need them it’s a life support thing but I’d like to understand how the cost breaks down.  Once she gave me that it helped but didn’t make me feel a whole lot better. 

Momma got her dose of fluids last night and she was strutting her stuff around the house.  Her gait still isn’t 100% but it’s more like 98% there.  She didn’t seem totally like herself last night but she was clingy so I am guessing she didn’t feel 100%.  She is still eating like a horse, I can’t seem to give her enough food.  I believe she has some diarrhea but hopefully that will clear up. 

I’ve got an email into the vet to find out how I should move forward.  I’m super scared that if I follow the plan that was given to me and don’t give her fluids tonight that she will have more problems in the next few days.  I don’t want that but I also really don’t want to have to fill her up every night.  I know she will get tired of it, but if that is what keeps her around I’m more than willing to do it.  My worst fear is that this is a band-aid and there is a larger issue lying in wait that will cause her demise. 

I thought she was 18 but turns out the vets record says she is 16 and 6 months.  I’d like to see her make it many more years but I’m not totally in control here which is the problem.  I can end her life prematurely but I can’t make it go past whatever expiration date is written in the sky that is unknown to me.  That is the date I worry most about.  

On a different note I have spent the afternoon in documentation hell and updating documentation.  I was so engrossed I didn’t realize how much time went by.  It won’t be too much longer and I will be packing up and going home to see the old woman.  I hope to find her in the window waiting for my arrival that will put me at ease. 

It is in the 20’s here and that is very cold.  I so didn’t want to get out this morning but I made it.  Welcome to almost Winter. 

Hope you had a great day.  Talk again soon. 

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