Colby Knox – Southwest Boys Group Fuck
Howdy how are you doing today? Glad to see you stopped by. Today’s photo is from Colby Knox and their latest scene release with Southwest College Boys. The scene looks to be red hot and I am eager to watch.
It’s been a bitch of a day. My insomnia got me up early, I tried to go back to sleep but it was no use. I had a lot of tasks to take care of this morning and it wasn’t something I looked forward to. I saw the request come in late yesterday afternoon and I automatically deferred it to tomorrow. Famous last words. Tomorrow actually comes for somethings and you can’t put them off until someday, because that day never comes around. I had a real gem to deal with first though. I worked with an internal resource to get an order placed for something we need and have a low supply. I put my request in last year because I knew that it was only a matter of time. This person is known for dragging their feet. Look I don’t think they actually placed the order because it doesn’t take over a year to get what we need, maybe a few weeks to a month tops. It’s always like pulling teeth and this person is a Manager. I woke up to another one of their excuse emails, hey I didn’t forget you I am still checking on the order. Bullshit, you never fucking placed it, just man up and tell me. I know when someone is telling me it’s raining outside because they are peeing on my leg. I had it. I went to my boss and told him enough of the BS and games, were critically low and we need this. Can you compel this person or have the higher ups compel this person to fucking do their job and place the order. I used rather colorful language without cussing to make my point. I had hoped my boss would forward the email to his boss but damn he didn’t. Instead I got a response I feel you and I am going to try to take care of this and place the order myself. Yeah well good fucking luck. Then after that I plowed through all of those tasks that I put off and then the morning shit show began. All sorts of wacky strange problems starting flowing up. Sprinkled in with email requests, I need this now, take care of this for me, hey can you help me with this. My circuits were overloaded. I was hopping here, jumping there and trying to remember how to focus.
Of course what time was it, meeting time. Something urgent came in and I had to take care of that. Which resulted in me spending part of my afternoon dealing with someone who decided to travel but not tell anyone until they were overseas and couldn’t connect. Wow, my bladder started itching for attention. I just couldn’t get away. More time passed.
Finally lunch time. Well actually bathroom break then lunch. I was looking forward to lunch. I had two soft pretzels. I bought some Tostito’s Nacho Cheese. I never had it before, one taste and I was so sorry I bought it instead of the queso . Thank God tomorrow is trash day because that shit is going out. I’ll grab the queso when I get to the store on Sunday. Holy cow. Plain pretzels, not so bad. I had to hurry because don’t you know as soon as I sat down to eat, more email came pouring in and there was a high priority request, which is the aforementioned person who traveled. Then an executive reached out for help. I was just juggling. Then the cats got into it upstairs and one of them was crying like they were seriously hurt. I went to go check on them and they both came running to the stairs, like hey can we come down or are you coming back up? Don’t kill each other, go lay down. Back to work for me. The cats were confined to upstairs, which isn’t so bad.
Had a 1pm meeting but wasn’t able to make it, aw shucks. Kept on plugging away at work and putting out fires. Finally got caught up around 2:30p. Hallelujah! Finally time to surf for porn and goof off. Which I usually do in the morning before things really get hopping.
Things are calm at the moment and I am kind of afraid to go up because the cats will need attention and then I figure more crap will happen at work and it will turn into another late night. I want to be able to relax and get back to writing to escape the madness of this world. Hopefully, that will happen and I can find something good for supper in the freezer. Fingers crossed.
Just before my insomnia kicked in I had a dream where my late spouse was alive, I was talking with him, I could touch him. I never knew in the dream that he passed. We even had sex. Then reality set in when I woke up. It’s been 10 long years, damn I still miss that man. The heart wants, what the heart wants. It’s not possible but tell that to my heart. Every now and then I get a dose of reality like that or I will have the thought that he is coming home or I need to check with him. Then I remember, nope. I think writing out sexual fantasies of guys that I have crushes on contributed to my dream. In a very small way it kind of feels like I am cheating. I don’t feel that way about porn. I can only imagine how I will feel if I am ever lucky enough to “get lucky” again be it with casual sex or with something long term. I want a guy but who knows if something will ever actually click, I sure do hope so and I hope that psychologically it doesn’t mess with me.
That’s about it for the regular post of the day. Between AT&T last night and the BS from today I am not exactly in a chipper mood, but you probably didn’t know that by my sunny disposition, right? Yeah I am being a smart ass, I mean who wants to be a dumb ass? There I did it again. Now if I keep on doing that I might just perk up and snap out of it.
Two more days, here’s hoping I can hold it together and the weekend is quiet as normal. Hope you had a great day and that your evening is enjoyable as well. Talk with you all again soon. Seriously, thank you for your readership, it means the world to me. Cheers!