Good Morning … Happy Thursday, one more day to go! I had an okay evening, nothing amazing. I had someone get my dander up just before I was getting ready to jump in the shower. I took care of it and politely told them to fuck off. Got my shower and afterwards Rudy came in to keep me company in the bathroom while I finished drying off, brushing my teeth and getting my sleeping medicine. Mora stood guard at the door, as if someone was going to get past her. Then we made our way to my bedroom where the two of them decided to chase and play with each other before coming to bed.
I was watching some porn but it was a long day and I just stopped and hung it up. Moved over to regular content and then I felt myself starting to drift so I jumped in bed. If I am going to pass out I just as soon be in bed when it happens, greater chances that I will actually stay asleep. Eventually I just turned the TV off and closed my eyes. That was all she wrote.
Supper wasn’t anything great. I wanted Spaghetti and I am pretty certain I bought some Stouffers but couldn’t find it. I have a freezer full of popsicles all of which are Bomb Pops. I got on a kick and then just stopped. Not sure why. Anyway, I had Chicken Parm. It didn’t quite fill my craving but it worked in a pinch.
Work has been brutal this week, lots of last minute notice given for this or that and I dislike that but it’s part of the game. I have played along. Got another monthly meeting with the boss today, it’s going to be a waste of time but hey whatever. Things are starting to look up in the way of project work that needs to get done before I leave. I’ve pretty well gone as far as I can until next week. That’s when I have to engage another team and there is a minor part that needs to happen, which my co-worker is well skilled in. I plan to leave that part in his lap as I dash out the door. Not sure if it will work out that way but it would be ideal for me. He’s going to sink while I am out, he is putting things off until the last minute when he could be using time now to complete tasks. Millennials I just don’t get them at all.
Speaking of which no matches on the dating app. I have had a couple of good prospects and have liked them but no matches yet. I do not have high expectations but am along for the ride. I am only on one app and not paying for it. I get on at least 1 or 2 more but the end game is they all want money and if I match with someone I don’t want to pay to talk to them. Sounds silly I know but I am too hip to know that chances are nothing will come of it and I am more comfortable holding on to my money instead of giving it away to a dating app. Still kind of makes me shake my head and wonder if I will ever find my special someone. I am starting to think I had him and now that he’s gone I will be single for the rest of my days. It’s not horrible but there are times when I could really use a shoulder to lean on, to get a hug, companionship and of course sex. It’s more about the companionship and emotional stuff for me. As well as not being alone if I get really sick rather than sex, but a good romp I think would do me more good than anything. It’s been well over 10 years, not bragging. I’m not desperate or I would be on a hookup app like Grinder and probably could have made something work. I would rather not take large risks especially when it comes to my health. As the saying goes five minutes of pleasure is not worth a lifetime of misery.
Well back to the fun at work, it’s mailbox clean up day. Plus there are other tasks to tend to. Hope that you have a great day and all is well. Stay cool and hydrated. The heat wave for me is almost over but it’s still going to be warm for a while. No rain in sight and I am not complaining as long as I am indoors. Take care and I will talk with you soon.
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