16 January 2020

Worse news

Her paw is improving, she got more antibiotics but that was as a comfort thing since it seemed to help her overall disposition.  She didn’t need them and I probably flushed more money down the drain but it’s my little girl and I’d do anything for her. 

She does have a heart problem and it looks like weeks to live.  That is only an estimate (guess) but it kind of depends upon how her body responds to the Lasix.  We go back next Sunday at which point she will need more Lasix. 

This just sucks.  All I can do is enjoy the time I have left, make her comfortable, cater to her needs and monitor her progress.  I don’t want to make a decision to end her life and I don’t want to find her dead either.  However, one of those two things is going to happen.  This is NOT what I envisioned for 2020.  I am hoping for a Hail Mary – Miracle but absent of that I will have to accept the fact that I am losing my little girl. 

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