I’m feeling pretty good today compared to how I was feeling yesterday. I still feel a little under the weather but not enough to affect my performance. Hopefully this theme will continue. I wanted to buy some soup at the grocery store but managed to forget that as well as Ham flavored baby food. I was a little slow to get out of bed but I also turned in late. I just wasn’t feeling tired so I kept watching TV and then I looked at the time. I had taken my pills but it was like they weren’t working fast enough. Eventually I did manage to turn everything off and fall asleep.
Slow to rise I made it out of the house a little later than normal. Missed my usual friend at Steak N Shake. I had their Spicy Chicken Sandwich. It was really good but it was on the spicy side. I just felt the need to switch things up a bit. Tired of the same old stuff. I had to have an Eggnog shake to cool my mouth down.
Made it to the grocery store and did my shopping. Had 5 minutes to spare and was in line for my haircut. That went really fast. Then on to Target to pick up a couple things. They have baby food but didn’t have Ham flavor and by then I had forgotten all about looking for soup. Next stop was the gas station and then finally home sweet home. The best impulse buy I made was 4 Butter Rum Muffins. Damn they are so good and I can just feel the pounds packing on as I eat each and every bite but they are just too good to look at. I’ve only had 1 but they probably won’t last long. I will also be looking for them next week. A grocery store best find!
I managed to spend way more than I wanted to. I should have put somethings on credit. I’ve given though to taking one of my cards that has a 0 balance and just start using it to pay for everything and locking my debit card. I’d get a cash back reward but I would also have a bill to pay. I’m mulling it over. Not sure that this is something I really want to do but I do see the perk. I like the feeling of paying cash when I can it’s just one less bill I have to worry about.
Just took a stroll down memory lane. I was looking for a legal document and found a bunch of pictures of myself taken through the years during school. I snapped copies of them so I can keep them on my phone. I got a couple photos where I was quite the handsome stud. Never knew I looked that good. I also found some report cards from when I was in grade school. They talked about a self confidence issue I always lacked self confidence, I think it’s from the physical abuse I endured. Then lump in my sexuality and presto you have quite the mix. I am much more self confident today than I have ever been. There are moments when I have doubts but I think that is normal for everyone from time to time. It was nice to see the old me. I didn’t find the document I was looking for. Ah, well just means I will have to look in other places. If it’s here I am sure it will turn up eventually. Probably when I no longer want it.
Remember me remarking about my brother? Well I found a photo on-line via his wife’s social media presence where he is looking at a new born. I think it’s her son’s kid but I have no idea. One would think that if I was an uncle that someone would tell me but then again this is my brother were talking about. I don’t want to be an uncle but if I am then so be it. I’m not a fan of kids.
I woke up to find that I had someone interested in me. I took a look and he was okay. I was going to match with him this afternoon but when I went back he had un-liked me so there went that. I honestly don’t have high hopes for the on-line thing. Getting out in person I think will yield much better success. Stay tuned because that is coming in due time or so I keep telling myself. Doing nothing, changes nothing!
The cat kids are all doing fine. They want their dinner so I will be climbing the stairs in a bit to get them fed. I need to shave and make my dinner, which won’t be pizza for a change. I’m still waiting on the blood work results and feel good about them coming back tomorrow. If I don’t hear anything then I will be calling for sure on Tuesday looking for answers.
Here’s hoping that it’s a great week for all of us. First full week of 2020. Back to Business. Take care and be well. Talk with you all again soon. Thanks as always for your visit.
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