The waiting game continues and were down to 1 more day. Last night Momma decided to play me on food, but she ate. Just wanted to see how much she could con me out of. I hate that game it makes me so nervous and they all play it, it’s not exclusive to Momma. I could see that Momma is tired and still not feeling well just by looking in her eyes and watching her actions. We did spend time together and even fell asleep for a minute together. She had her pill and we called it a night around 10p. Her breathing was worse last night when I checked her. I did it multiple times and kept coming up with the same number. Poor girl. I did have a conversation with her and said a goodbye to her just in case she would pass when I am not around or in the middle of the night. It helped me feel a little better. I tell all of them all the time that I have love them because I know my days of saying that to each of them are limited.
Because I am worried about her my mind won’t allow me to sleep for long periods. I am up a couple times during the night. I haven’t had a reason to check on her so I sluff it off and roll over. Eventually I fall back into a sleep state. Makes me kind of tired the next day though.
Things seem a little more normal this morning but I can tell Momma is still off and she has her tiger paw. I do hope for answers and relief tomorrow as well as it not having a great financial impact. I paid off the vet visits that were looming on a credit card. So that is one less concern.
I am eager to see the vet. Momma on the other hand won’t be terribly happy about it but I know her well and she will tolerate it. Here’s to tomorrow may it bring answers, enlightenment, education and good news.
May today pass by quickly so that I can get home.
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