Good Evening and thanks for stopping by. Another week almost done! I haven’t heard from the gutter guy. From what I can tell the basement is dry and we have had a couple storms. I think the source of my problem has been remediated. Now to get rid of the problem. I am starting to sneeze and the basement and part of the kitchen are starting to smell odd. I’m sure it’s the mold and we need to get it out. If the gutter guy doesn’t show up tomorrow I will be calling him, maybe we can get together over the weekend or hopefully soon.
The guy who recommended the gutter guy and who I have a crush on has turned in his notice. I knew this was coming for a long time but never thought I would actually see it. I’m glad that this is by his choice and not him being forced out. I can’t express enough how much I’d love to have a guy like him. He’s straight, married and has kids. He’s also younger than me and that along with his figure are what attract me to him. However, I got close to him and I got hurt from it. So while I love to admire him it’s best that I keep my distance. He got me to open up and come out, plus he knows my suicidal thoughts. That scares him because someone close to him committed the act after talking with him and he whishes he could have done something different. Not his fault but I can see where that kind of thing would haunt a person. Kind of sad loosing a piece of eye candy.
A female that I thought I was pretty tight with turned in her notice and she leaves tomorrow. I have seen another side of her and how fake she is. I got plaid and I am not happy about it. She has promised for 2 weeks to go to lunch with me and that never materialized. She reached out to me over the weekend by email and I answered her back. I shut her up when I started pushing about a lunch day and time, that’s when I knew the true situation. Yesterday on the way home I got 2 texts from her the first was asking about how the house is and the second was a work related question. I just answered the work question and that was it. She is now avoiding me. I fucking hate it when I realize people are 2 faced. Don’t be fake, plastic on me, be yourself. I really trusted her and opened up a little bit to her. I guess better to find out now than never at all. I’ll be sure to block her after she leaves. I don’t want to “keep in touch” with someone like that.
Well since I am talking about work, I opted to start packing my desk up today. I’m moving next Tuesday evening. Shit is in boxes and it’s not organized I just wanted to get through it. I am not done but the bulk of my stuff is packed up. I have 5 small boxes and there will probably be at least 2 or three more. I’m excited to get to have my own office but I wish it was permanent and not temporary. I will be back in my old space in a couple months, that will be strange. I heard another perk today, I will miss all of the kids for Halloween. That just made my day. Last year I hugged someone’s kid by accident thinking it was a co-worker. Very awkward. Like the packing I am looking forward to just getting on with this so we can put it in the rear view. I will continue my quest for an office on a permanent basis but I know the odds are not in my favor.
Going up to catch up on TV with the kids and enjoy some ice cream. They are looking forward to their treat time. We watched the finale of Suits last night. It was emotional but very well done and I think it ended on a positive note. No one died and that was something I thought might happen. Glad I was wrong. I sure will miss that show it was something to look forward to, but it’s not the only thing on TV.
Oh before I go. The eye candy guy at work that is leaving told me about this site called Meet Up. Not sure that it’s worldwide but just give it a google. You sign up for free, join groups that interest you and they meet in real life. There is a group for gay dudes who enjoy dining out. I am considering joining and going to at least 1 event. It will be a way to socialize and meet other gay guys and maybe I will be able to make a friend, find a date or both. It’s something new and I am glad I heard about it. There are plenty of categories … yoga, cars, cooking, etc. it’s open to everyone it’s not a gay or straight thing, it’s more about meeting people who have similar interests as you. I am going to dive in a bit more over the weekend and sign up. Stay tuned to find out what happens.
Hope you have a fantastic Friday and a great weekend. Tomorrow will be a busy day 4 departures. It will all come together organized chaos. Cheers for now.
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