Where has my mind gone?

I started my morning off at Steak N Shake.  This is the 2nd time I have brought in the coupon for a Frisco or Patty Melt and wanted the Frisco but managed to fuck up and order the Patty Melt, not realizing what I have done until the food arrives.  I was a bit frazzled this morning because the guy I asked out was working but based on what I saw on the parking lot his car wasn’t there.  He’s nice to look at and all but I honestly would rather not see him now.  I think I heard him say something about a guy he was seeing, which was upsetting. 

Breakfast in general was a huge time suck.  I spent an hour and a half in there, most of the time waiting on my food.  Everything stayed down from the burger, fries to the chili mac and orange freeze.  My stomach is a little rocky at times but I feel pretty good.  That is except for this pain in my neck.  I was hoping not to start the week with it present but looks like I don’t have much say in the matter.  Hopefully it will be gone before the end of the week gets here. 

After breakfast it’s time for grocery shopping.  I managed to buy regular frozen White Castles and not the ones with Cheese.  I didn’t realize what I had done until I got home and was putting them away.  I should have went to the store yesterday to take advantage of the coupon for $20 off, but I’ve got my routine.  This week I have 2 boxes of sugar cereal to churn through instead of Oatmeal.  I’m kind of sick of Oatmeal, it does the trick and is better for me than the sugar cereal but the taste buds are calling for a change. 

Churned through my emails as best as I could.  Tomorrow will be a busy day but the advantage there is I will be busy and the time to come home will hit rapidly and that’s okay by me. 

So forward I march into the week ahead.  Hopefully, it will be a good one.  I am glad that we will be going into a new month.  April has been a fucking mess for me, I hope that the month of May will be more positive. 

I got my lab results and the Dr. won’t be happy.  My A1C has gone up instead of down, in fact I think I set a new all time high record.  Not exactly what I wanted to do but I am not surprised based on my eating habits.  Looks like I will have to start getting away from sugar and sweets a little bit more than I want to.  Sugar is to me what Alcohol is to an alcoholic.  Sad but true.  Well speaking of sugar I bought a fresh half gallon of vanilla ice cream, I hear it calling for me.  Looking forward to diving in. 

Hope that the world is treating you well.  Best wishes for the week ahead.  Thank you as always for stopping by.