Therapy

The therapy session that I was dreading actually went pretty well.  I found it kind of annoying that I was supposed to have 30 minutes, the guy calls 15 minutes late and then we talked for 16 minutes and suddenly we are out of time.  Fuck me, glad I don’t have to pay for this.  I didn’t schedule any follow-up.  I did a knee jerk reaction and jumped into this fresh after I lost Big Boy.  Now that time has lapsed and the reality has sunk in, I am doing much better. 

Don’t misunderstand me, I still miss him and my heart will forever ache but the decision I made isn’t reversible, so there is no choice but to keep moving forward.  I have to be strong to take care of the rest of his family. 

My only concern right now is with Marv, he is just a chatty fellow and still does his crying.  I am headed up to watch TV and spend the bulk of my short evening with the furry family.  I always enjoy time with them.  You just never know, tomorrow isn’t promised to any of us. 

Last night there wasn’t anything on so I found Delirious the movie on Encore.  It stars John Candy.  I got more than a couple laughs it was a great way to unwind from Monday.  Once I made it to my room last night I was exhausted and got a very good nights sleep.

Here’s hoping for another great night!