Two things I love is being lazy and sleep. I woke up early on Saturday but it was a bit too early for me, so I fed the cats and went back to bed. However, that was silly because I was wide awake. I wound up grabbing a soda and watching TV, then going back to sleep. I never made it out of the house all day long. I just kept saying I will do it in a couple hours, later and that lead to me just wasting the entire day away. Rudy & Mora were happy to spend the day lounging with me in my room. We only left to use the restroom and eat food in the kitchen.
Sunday I was determined to get going early, yeah well that didn’t quite pan out either. I wound up eating breakfast at home and just wanting to be lazy a bit longer. I did get showered and make it out of the house by 1p. Hit up the grocery store, the cat food store and the post office. Came home, unloaded and put everything away. Then dashed off for pizza. I went to the deep dish place where there is one waiter I have a crush on, but he’s straight. Luck was in my favor because he was working and took care of me. I got to watch his perky ass strut around the place which was nice. The pizza was good as well and I’ve got plenty to feast on all week long. Made the trek back home in the dark, which I don’t enjoy. Plus it’s deer season and they love to run out in traffic. I saw one dead on the way down.
After making it home and getting settled, I took care of the cats. Did the litter box scoop which is just an invitation to a cat to come fill the damn thing back up. Passed out some food and got my pills ready. Surfed social media and watched TV.
The evening went by quickly and I had to double up on sleeping medicine to ensure that I would sleep. I knew I was in store for nightmares and I had one. Hope to return to a normal dose tonight. I am not drowsy and actually was looking forward to today.
Now that today is here I whipped through all of the personal and professional tasks that I had. Now it’s just watching and waiting or goof off time. The weather indicates rain on and off all day long. The grass people I think are at end of year because they didn’t show up on Friday or Saturday. The weather has turned colder and the furnace is working it’s magic.
I think of how depressed I was over the weekend being lonely. Depression and loneliness are always worse on holidays. I’ve got a chance to be with people, they might not be exactly ideal but I am leaning on going to Thanksgiving with them. I know a few places in the area that are open if I want to dine alone but honestly I do that all year long and it’s kind of tiresome. I honestly don’t want to go but I think that mentally I will be better off. Still kicking the idea around and it’s not like I have to make a decision until Thursday so plenty of time.
Speaking of being lonely, not having much luck on the dating app I am on. It’s stuck on showing me a person, I reject them and then next time I am in it shows me the same person. Sort of like it’s saying hey are you really sure you don’t like this person. It’s a bug in their system and I don’t have anyone reaching out to me. I saw a guy yesterday who said how hard dating was plus being gay and dating, he went on some tangent and said not to waste his time by playing games. I get it but that is kind of what dating is in today’s world. I passed on him he looked angry in his photo.
I hope that you had a great weekend and that your looking forward to the holiday and short week. It’s only 3 days for me, were closed on Thursday for the holiday and Friday as a plus. I will for sure hate traffic and shopping from this point forward because everyone will be looking for a deal but I am just part of the normal crowd trying to get things I need. A deal would be nice but I’m not holding my breath. Anything holiday related that I want to buy for myself will be done through Amazon so they can bring it to my door and I don’t have to fight the traffic. Still waiting on my car title I hope it arrives this week.
Have a great day and I will talk with you again soon.
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