Yikes

My blood results came back and my A1C is the same as it was 3 months ago, despite a medication change.  I think it’s time to look at a different drug, I’m waiting to hear from the doc on some suggestions.  For some strange reason I can’t get a drug formulary but I can price individual medicines on-line and determine if there is coverage.  So I asked him to send me some suggestions of what he would like to change me to and I can check and see if there is coverage and if the medicine will be affordable.  Additionally, my liver enzymes are elevated.  I am very concerned and hope that we can find a workable solution to get the diabetes under control before something bad happens. 

Given the above I found a new eye doctor and scheduled an appointment on-line for next month  I’ll know in a couple days if that day works for them, if so I have to get my records sent over.  My eyes are one of my most important senses and diabetes can seriously fuck up your eyes, it’s no joke.    

I am dealing with stomach issues but I think that is probably mostly due to stress.  I treated myself tonight and went to Outback Steakhouse.  I had a cute waiter and I’m not too hip on subtle queues but I think he was flirting with me.  If my stomach wasn’t going nuts I was going to ask him out but opted to leave and make a mad dash home.

One of the many phone calls I made this morning paid off and I got someone out to give me a quote.  He’s a little higher but it’s within my price range for mowing.  The bush trimming part he said would be $30 per hour.  He is an older guy and works alone so who knows how long it would take him.  I think that might be excessive but I am waiting to see what prices I get from others.  I kind of really want to jump and hire him for the lawn but waiting I think is the smart move.  The grass isn’t going to up and leave, plus rain is in the forecast for everyday next week so it’s not like anyone could cut it if they wanted to, it will be far too soggy. 

It’s just 100% drama here and I am not happy at all.  Worried and hyper, it’s like life is on an out of control spiral.  I hope that things come together quickly or I might be the one having a nervous break down.  Stay tuned to see what happens.