I have been watching snapchat’s of a guy that I like at work for quite sometime. He has no idea who I am. I did a screen shot of a snap he posted and he messaged me asking why I did it. I have grabbed other shots in the past and he never said a word. I figured it was best to ignore him because it would just lead to more questions. The biggest one being, who are you. I wasn’t prepared for that. He did exactly what I thought he would and he dropped me as a friend. I don’t know if I am blocked but I know that I don’t get his updates any longer. I think I caused him to be more aware of his security settings and not to be so trusting. He is a million miles away from me and that combined with our age difference I know that I never had a chance with him for anything serious and/or a friendship. I hate that my action/inaction caused him problems and really want to reach out but it’s best to not kick a sleeping dog. This whole mess has caused me some anxiety and I have lost a bit of sleep over it. I liked what I had going but I suppose everything changes.
Traffic here has been horrible. I sat in a jam for an hour yesterday on the way to work. I eventually was able to bypass it and never ever saw so many tow trucks in my life. Nothing in the media but if there is a minor fender bender it makes the news. I got an alert this morning to detour and listened to my Waze app. It saved me more aggravation. There is more bad weather headed our way but it is not supposed to hit until late Friday night.
I watched a Netflix documentary at lunch today about Root Canals. They are linked to so many health problems. It was very eye opening and something that I would have never thought of. It was just one of those things that I said when browsing I need to watch this some day and added to my list. Incidentally in case you haven’t heard Netflix is raising their prices by $2.
My discount pharmacy benefit that I get from work is being discontinued as of the end of the month. I am not happy about that but it is what it is. My doctor is going to have some work for preauthorization to do. Going back to mail order for most everything isn’t the end of the world. However, the discount on the pet prescriptions will be missed. I know that if I do some research I will be able to find better than retail pricing but I will never ever see discounts like what I was get. We were told that it was due to low utilization. Funny thing is a good portion of people that I work with use the service, so I have no idea how they can say we don’t use it enough. I think it was costing them a serious chunk of change and they want to save money. They keep taking benefits away instead of adding them. When I first started here it was amazing and now it’s just a job. I am slightly soured on the company because of my promotion and because they haven’t communicated to everyone that I got a promotion. I have given consideration to leaving but honestly I am really comfortable. I may look but really doubt that I will actually leave.
I got to spend last night with the family watching TV. I plan on doing the same thing tonight. It’s nice to relax after a long work day. I made it to the 1/2 way point of the week. 2 more days to go.
Hope that your doing well and staying warm. Hopefully, life is being kind to you. Talk again soon.
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