Late Start

Last night I came home not feeling the best and I left work a little early.  I was anxious to get my glue on and be done with this mirror event.  I got it glued and managed to get some glue on the paint.  Not good.  However, I got the bulk of it off with a little patience, lighter fluid and a rag.  The rest I had to use a screw driver on and yes there is a slight scratch but it’s very close to where the mirror is and unless your looking for it you won’t see it.  I actually had to do two applications. 

It’s very secure now.  I have no way to seal up the bottom and that is the only part that is loose.  I am hoping that the glue continues to hold it in place until everything calms down in my life.  Then I will look at replacing it properly. 

I went to bed at a decent hour and actually slept all night in my late partner’s bed.  It was a little strange but nice.  I liked the bathroom just a couple steps away instead of having to walk from one room to another.  That is convenience!

I was up around 10 to feed the children and they didn’t want me to leave, so I stayed.  I watched TV with them and then we all got our sleep on.  I didn’t have much to do today anyway so it’s like why not.  I didn’t get out of bed again until 3pm. 

I fed them lunch and made my way to Maggiano’s, knowing full well that I really couldn’t afford it but wanted to go anyway.  I had a salad, Lasagna, a soda and finished with 3 scoops of Spumoni.  It was worth every penny to me.  Plus I got a to go order of Lasagna free.  They take really good care of you when your ordering the classic pasta dishes, so worth it!

I had to stop by the post office, time for more Certified Mail.  I’ve got a potential legal battle brewing.  A company is trying to screw me because they got a charge back.  It’s not a pretty situation and once again I find myself all alone.  I did the only thing I knew to do which was tell them I will sue them if they don’t make things right.  I don’t exactly know if that will make a difference but I certainly hope so.  I’ve also engaged other agencies in the hopes that the pressure will cause them to cave.  I know I am right and I won’t back down.

Then I made my way to Target.  Picked up cat treats, litter and finally Rolling Stone with NPH on the cover.  That magazine cost me $5 and there is no nudity not even an ass shot.  What a good tease but I’m kind of sorry I parted with $5 for it.  As I was leaving the cashier said you enjoy now.  As if I was going to go home and beat off to the cover.  Nah, that’s what porn is for. 

Hit up the cat food store and then came home.  I started cleaning and laundry is seriously backed up.  However, I should be able to get things done considering I have the rest of the day plus tomorrow. 

I asked some friends if they wanted to get together for a bite to eat.  They love the idea and want to do it on Sunday.  They said if you don’t hear from us by Saturday night give us a call.  You know what I am always calling them so I figure if they are truly interested and want to get together they will make the effort.  Otherwise, fuck it.  I don’t feel like our friendship is a 2 way street.  They don’t call to check on me or just say hi.  I’m the one calling them.  I guess I am just in a foul mood right now and it seems like the world is closing in on me. 

At this point nothing more on the job front.  I answered another ad on Friday.  Plus have managed to figure out that my company really isn’t going out of business.  They just want to get rid of the good people and keep the trash.  The owner is in the process of making another purchase and there soon will be plenty to do.  Now the thing is no one has given us an end date.  So either they will ask us to leave or they will just wind up keeping us.  Either way I still want out.  This place has all but killed me and I’m not giving them my soul, though they want it. 

I know that things just have to get better but that doesn’t mean they won’t get worst first.  I am ready to get happy and stay that way.  Then I can start my other big search and that is for a man. 

In driving today I found a nice new subdivision, not sure if it’s just apartments or if it’s houses.  I didn’t bother to stop in.  I’ve thought about walking away from this place and the bankruptcy and just making a fresh start on my own.  However, with my job in limbo at the moment I really can’t entertain the idea of taking on new debt or making any major life changes at the moment.  My hope is that will change soon and I can get on with it and get to happy, like I said a moment ago.

Ms. Momma is after me she wants food or attention or probably both.  She has been really wound up and is licking herself crazy.  I’m worried about her but really don’t know what to do.  The vet has no idea what is wrong with her and I can’t afford to keep guessing.  Poor girl.  I just figured out that she isn’t playing as much now, which is a little cause for concern because she loves to carry on a good chatter and carry a ball or a qtip around the house.  She does play with the ball in the circle but that is limited. 

Everything is changing and not necessarily for the better.  I don’t like it, not one bit.  There isn’t anything I can do about it but go with the flow and try to keep calm, which isn’t easy.

Hope all is well in your world and that you are having a great weekend.  I am going back to tend to the laundry and Ms. Momma.  Talk with you peeps later.