Christmas was just okay. I met a girlfriend of my friends late son. We got to talking and the gay thing came out and the loss of my partner. Then she tells me that she has the ability to hear things from dead people and know things in advance before they happen. So she is a medium of sorts. She tells me that my partner told her that he stopped taking his medicine on purpose. He sees that the house is a sense of a burden for me and he wants me to let it go. The memories are not in the house but they are in your heart. He is having fun with me through Blu and he is the one knocking things off, he is laughing at me.
Erie & Awkward. I didn’t know how much of that she was prepped with. I called tonight and talked with my friend and he told me that she has been right about a number of things and that she wasn’t prepped. As for the part about him doing it on purpose that was doubtful. We both knew him pretty well and while we both have talked about suicide it was simply never an option because it would send us to hell.
I believe that he would want me to let the house go as he wouldn’t want it to burden me further. He never did want to be a burden to me but he was. The last thing he would want to do is create another burden for me. However, I am hanging on as long as I can – I would like to keep this place. Funny how he never said what I was supposed to do about the cats.
I took my letter to the courthouse and talked with someone today. They said that I will be issued a deferral. You can do that one time. They will call me again in 6 to 9 months and then I will have to serve. Let’s hope by then my finances and employer both allow me to serve.
Got a new problem now. My car was involved in an accident. I figured that out when I got home today, I had lunch with a friend. So I’ve made the calls to report it and gone to the body shop. I need a new bumper and it’s going to cost me $250, which is what my deductible is. I get to get a rental but the body shop won’t touch my car until the claim comes through from the insurance company. I came home and called to put pressure on the insurance company. I will be calling the body shop tomorrow. I’d like to get this taken care of and minimize the amount of time I have to take off work to deal with this. If I can drop off my car and get the rental while I am off that will be good. Then taking a day or even part of a day to go pick it up should be okay.
As a result of this accident I didn’t get to do a lot of the things that I had planned for the day. Thankfully I have another day, being tomorrow to take care of those things. I’m starting to wonder if there isn’t a black cloud hanging over me. Let us hope that this time next week things will start a new and be fresh, pleasant and I can have the best year of my life. Whatever that means.
I went to the funeral home tonight, that was tough. I really had to choke back the tears. So here I am after almost two full days of no computer catching up. Wow, there is life outside of the computer, who knew!
Stay warm and be safe. Talk with you peeps later!
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