Thought today was it

So I really thought today was going to be my last day.  I was asked to turn over my results of the inventory that I did for three facilities last month.  I sent follow up e-mails to the boss on all of the outstanding issues but no response.  I suspect that he will continue to ignore me but I have to keep sending the e-mail or he will have an out that I dropped the ball and we wouldn’t want to give him a reason.

I know my days are numbered so I just try to make the best of things and help as many folks as I can.  Staying busy helps take my mind off things.  I brought home part of my stuff tonight.  There are just two items left and I need those until whenever my last day is. 

I tried really hard to get to the wireless issue, which is what I think has contributed to my demise but every time I tried another problem cropped up. 

I look to God to guide me and help me through this.  I am not exactly sure why I am experiencing this or what I should take from it.  Other than you really can’t trust anyone that you work with, no matter how they act to your face what they do behind your back is a different story.  I suspect that if they knew about my sexuality that would only make things worse.

The part I don’t get is the Jew Bastard is religious, how can you be so religious but treat people like they are crap.  I mean aren’t you a bit of a hypocrite?  All I can say is he will have to answer to God for what he is doing and how he is treating people.  That will be his punishment.

Apparently Jewish people are not forgiving, cross them once even the slightest bit and poof they will never forget or forgive. 

This whole situation has my stomach upset.  To make matters worse but it will give you a laugh.  I went to the bathroom today only to find that my pants split.  How embarrassing but I did the whole day, no complaints I just tried to stay seated as much as possible.  You couldn’t tell unless you were looking just under my crotch, so it’s not like it was a full split. 

Well I need time to wind down and relax.  That has to start now.  I got the resume up dated and I answered two ads.  Not too shabby for a nights work.  Plus I talked with a friend and worked on two machines.  It’s been a busy night.  I’m all keyed up!

Please pray for me, I really need it right now.  I can’t afford another financial crisis.  I just want a stable and enjoyable job that pays decent.  I don’t think that is asking too much.  Ideally staying where I am at would be fine but the treatment and culture would need to change. 

There is a food party on Thursday but the last time I participated I nearly starved to death because people don’t bring in much.  So I figure fuck them, I will bring my lunch and they can party until their hearts content.  I am not going to participate in their reindeer games.  Have a good one and I will talk with you peeps later!