Just your average night for me. The best part was when I finally went to sleep. I had the most amazing dream. My partner had purchased a charter type bus. Some how I met up with him and he had all of these people on board that I didn’t know. He was rich and just decided to cart people all over the us. It was so good to see him. He let me start the bus but I believe he was the driver. I ran the show and said where we were going. I remember I wanted a hair cut and we stopped in, everyone on the bus decided to get haircuts but I tried to get them to take me first, which didn’t happen. We waited for a few minutes, then I told him I wanted to go. I made an announcement 5 minutes and the bus leaves. Geez you should have seen the panic that washed over everyone, I heard more than once but I am not done. I remember my partner saying it’s what he wants and this trip is all about him. We left in exactly five minutes. It was just a fun trip. We went several other places. When I woke up I got the feeling that he was doing okay and he was at peace. I really wish that I could enter into a dream like this every night, I can tell you that I would be sleeping a lot more than my body requires. He is always on my mind and I suppose with the tax thing might have caused this. In any case I am happy that it happened.
My heart just skipped a beat I saw that I had a voicemail on my magic jack, I figured the pet food guy finally called. Nope it was some lady who was upset about her paycheck and she was using some colorful language. Drats. I really thought maybe just maybe it was him. The whole idea of finding someone is particularly difficult, then factor in the fact I am gay and the complex factor just goes up from there. I kind of which I could fast forward to find out who I am going to wind up with, if anyone. Seeing in to the future might not be pleasant but at least I would have some answers and would know if I should conserve my efforts and spend my time doing something else that is mindless like watching TV. I am just a little frustrated with the whole man search.
I am such a kind and caring soul you’d think someone would want a piece of this. Last night the lady in front of me exiting the garage was a visitor and she couldn’t figure out how to get her cards to take in the machine. She had caused quite a backup, so being the kind soul that I am I got out of my car and swiped my badge to let her out. The gate went up and she bolted like a wild horse. She could have easily injured me. She didn’t even bother to say thank you. Wow. Don’t know that I will be that kind again. I leave room for people in traffic to merge over and do they, nope so I go to take the space away and then they suddenly want over. I don’t get it people are strange. I wish that more people would be kind and pay attention instead of having their head in the clouds. The world could be a better place, but I suppose I am asking for a bit much.
I took a simple voice mail that said I am having computer issues could someone call me. That turned out to be a machine gun approach. I was bombarded with a litany of problems that this person had saved up and finally decided to call for help. Now I am overwhelmed and not exactly sure how to fix all of them. I have to reach out for help. That will be an after lunch project.
Right now it’s time to enjoy my Turkey sandwich that I put some BBQ sauce on and prepare for my massage that will be rushed. Only because I was helping someone and signed up far too late in the afternoon. If you don’t get there early you are out of luck. Story of my life.
It was 0.4 degrees this morning – that is cold to me. I know it can always be worse. However, I am more than ready for Spring, just a little longer to wait. Doesn’t help that we are in for a wintry mix over the weekend. Ah well I did want snow, now that it’s here I am ready for something else. A couple days usually cures me and this time is no exception.
Oh I asked someone yesterday about a guy I have my eye on. They told me no he’s not gay and he has a girl friend but she has a butter face. I looked perplexed and they said that it means she looks okay everywhere but her face. Funny but glad I asked before I made an ass of myself and revealed my secret to someone else. I was going to go against my cardinal rule but glad now that I didn’t.
Okay lunch becons. Talk with you all later.
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