As the title implies there is trouble brewing. This time it’s work trouble. I have been informed that my job is on the line and odds are I am going by the way side. Mind you that I have done nothing wrong. Never, been written up or received any formal discipline.
I believe this is all in retaliation to the fact that we have so much old equipment and it’s going to cost the company a small fortune to replace it all. This is the Windows XP and Office 2003. I kind of figured that something was up when my boss has kept me at bay. He’s not yelling at me, which is not normal. He is also not responding to any e-mails that I send. He is just leaving me all alone in my own little world. I like the fact that he is leaving me alone. However, that tells me he is up to something!
I just pray that something or someone causes him to come to his senses before it’s too late. He hired me to do a job and he wants to micro-mange me and stifle my productivity by telling me how to do my job. Instead of letting me do the job I was hired for. IT is a cost center not a revenue generator. However, if he doesn’t spend the money then the company is left swaying in the wind and chances are good they will lose everything.
Right now I am more worried about me than them. This is an absolute awful time for me to lose my job. I’ve got serious bills to pay and creditors won’t take a I’m sorry I lost my job as payment. They want their money or they are going to kick me out of my house. That is actually more scary than losing my job.
The bigger question is, if I fall how soon can I recover? That is unknown and with that in mind I am scared out of my mind. I need serious prayer and the hope that this all works out for the best.
It’s bad enough that I lost the love of my life last year. I don’t want to lose my job this year. Every year isn’t supposed to be filled with loss. There is supposed to be some good times in there. I haven’t had many of those. You’d think that I could get a break.
Talk with you peeps later.
1 comment:
You've got my prayers! Who told you that your job was on the line, and why??
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