Disappointed

So I did some searching and the guy at work that I like so much, you know the one who works for a different company.  Yeah, him.  Well tonight we could have shared a couple moments together, but I dashed into a waiting elevator.  Good thing I didn’t say anything because he is straight.  He is an actor and I found a demo tape on line he talks about him and his wife.  Crap, why are all the good ones taken and straight! 

Now I know but I wish I still had the mystery.  At least I don’t have to worry about making a fool of myself by asking him on a date.  Now that’s not to say we can’t be friends but honestly I doubt that will happen.

At least Suits is on tonight.  Should be a good episode and I am looking forward to it. 

Went Amazoning again spent $48 got some garage door batteries, a garage door opener and a handle for my Clara sonic so that I can use it on my back.  That should hopefully feel really good.  Now if I just had a way to put lotion on my back.  It itches so much because it’s lacking in moisture and well there is no one here to apply lotion so I just scratch a lot. 

If you have an idea on how I can accomplish the lotion application, let me know.  I am interested, really and so is my itching back!