Alone

Today was one of those days where I would have been better off alone, instead of trying to be around people. 

Rudy did his usual part and tried to get me up at 6a but he hung out with me for an hour and I got up at 7a.  Breakfast was set out for the cats and then I jumped in the shower. 

Once my shower was over and I was dressed, I ventured out for breakfast.  Then hit up the post office to find my vote by mail ballot waiting for me, a whole month before the election.  Wow that was impressive. 

Went to visit my friends at their business.  Sat around for a few hours.  The more I sat the more I learned.  Kind of felt invisible at times there were some awkward silences.  I had asked one of them to grab lunch or dinner with me sometime well over a month ago.  I got a bunch of excuses and was told that it would be a little bit.  I said I’m patient just hit me up whenever.  Yeah well they have been busy having fun without me.  I realized were never getting together but that’s not my fault.  I guess perhaps the problem is what I define as a friend is more like a business acquaintance. 

I had originally planned to hit up my Thanksgiving friends for supper.  I dismissed that but on the way to grab supper tonight I just got this nagging feeling and so I called.  It didn’t sound like it was going to happen but turns out it did.  We wound up at Olive Garden.  I saw a nice Latino Twink who looked amazing.  Our eyes met a couple times but that was the extent of it.  The meal was just okay, nothing to write home about.  I got another reminder that I am all alone. 

Came home and passed out treats, was happy to see the cats and they were happy to see me.  Then I put their food away and headed down to start laundry.  Surfed for some porn, caught up my finances and got my email. 

I think I would have been happier just being alone I was certainly in a much better mood this morning before I had contact with anyone.  Here’s hoping that tomorrow is a better day and that I encounter way better food. 

My knee is bothering me and I should put some ice on it.  I did that last night and it helped.  I am really not a fan of this getting older business despite the fact that it beats the alternative.  It’s all of the aches & pains as well as body parts slowly wearing out.  Shame I can just get a new body and keep on going, sort of like buying a new car.  Hey I can dream, there is no charge for that. 

Here’s hoping your Saturday was way better than mine.