Sorry it’s been a bit since I posted. This new job is really taking over my life. I come home after fighting traffic, feed the children, gobble up my dinner and in a very short while it’s time for bed. This leaves me not a lot of free time. The days are flying by and I am really busy.
My training is over with now it’s pretty much trial by fire. I am not live on the phones just working e-mails and dealing with walkups, which is enough to keep one busy. The days of standing on my feet for most of the day are dying down all though I do a fair amount of walking and am starting to get the lay of the land.
My cube is a complete mess, the last guy was a slob. The inventory room where all of the spare equipment is kept, well that is a complete mess as well. I need to just take a Saturday and throw it in the trash, spend the day at work sorting things out. It would be on my own time and I know they won’t like that but I have to be able to find what is there and account for every bit of it. I’m NOT doing it this Saturday but will probably be doing it soon.
Grindr is still going strong. I struck up a conversation with a guy and we talked about Olive Garden. I guess I was too forward and ask him if he wanted to meet up, that I think scared him off. I have messaged a few guys but thus far no replies. I downloaded the 99 cent app thinking that by paying for the app and more options it would be a win. Turns out you have 10 days free then you have to sign up for a subscription in order to keep the ad free version with the extra features. I really don’t like paying for dating apps since they haven’t even gotten me so much as 1 date thus far. I wish that I could have some luck and meet someone so I could stop looking. My bigger fear is that things will work out for a while and then the relationship will hit splitsville. Which is very common in the Gay community. My heart isn’t up for that right now. Still it feels good to be bold and who knows maybe I might just get a date after all.
Last night my brother sent me a text message to let me know that Mom is back in the hospital. She is in ICU with critically low sodium levels. She had a doctors appointment yesterday and while she was there she collapsed and started talking nonsense. They thought it was a stroke but an MRI ruled that out. Then they discovered the Sodium level thing and that is about as much as I know. At the moment she is anticipated to make a full recovery but it will take a few days to get her level back to normal. Too little sodium and you can have Neurological complications.
That news about Mom came just after I was reading my late partners medical records. I was having flash backs of remembering doctors visits and the whole ordeal of him dying. Anyway, as I suspected he was just confused and forgot to take his medicine. He wasn’t diagnosed with anything that he was keeping a secret and did not commit suicide. His physician did note 1 month prior to his death that he was exercising poor judgment and that his memory seemed to be impaired. However, no one bothered to call it to my attention. Which if that would have happened we might have had a different outcome. Bottom line is like the first attorney I saw said… you can rest comfortably knowing that it wasn’t a medical mistake and it was simply his time. Point being is there is no one to blame. I did my fair share of searching because I honestly really wanted to blame someone and make them pay. I could maybe have a case against his physician but I’m not going to bother with it. It would stir up too much of a shit storm and in the end cost me time and probably money that I could use on other things.
It is also time again for Jury Duty. This time I will get to go. My present employer will pay me my regular wages and I can keep the $10 a day that I get along with the 27cents per mile that I will be reimbursed. So there is a little bit of extra money. I don’t get to go until October. At least it will be something to look forward to and get me out of traffic for a few days. I forwarded the summons on to my boss and am waiting to hear back. However, I researched it last night and found out what the policy is. This place is very big on having everything electronic and not printing, so you have to use the computer to find out anything within the company.
Now it’s time to try to relax. I need to do some self pleasuring and prepare for tomorrow. It’s pretty bad when you don’t even have time to self pleasure. I promised that to myself tonight, besides that I really need it.
Saturdays goal is to try to get some different shoes and some pants to wear to the office. Plus resting up, I am sure I will have no issues in sleeping in even if it’s only until 8am. It will feel so good!
Talk with you peeps later.
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