29 January 2014

Middle of the week

Last night I watched How I Met Your Mother and that got me thinking.  It may be interesting to write blog entries as if I was writing to my late partner.  It sure would put a different spin on things.  It’s only an idea and probably not one I am going to follow through with. 

Unfortunately I am still suffering from lack of sleep, I fall asleep just fine but wake up in the middle of the night.  I am sure it’s because I miss my late partner.  There hasn’t been a day that has gone by that I haven’t thought of him.  Absence does make the heart grow fonder.  I wish there was a cure for this, but it’s something that time will have to sort it’s self out.  I don’t understand why it hit me all of a sudden and why it didn’t start at the beginning when the events started.  I just want to get a good nights rest and not wake up until it’s time. 

Today was an average quiet day.  I had some activity but was mostly left alone, those are the days I enjoy the most.  Let me do my thing and stay out of everyone’s way.  I have to take a machine to one of the offices tomorrow, so I will be leaving early or so I plan.  It might not happen until Friday but I am going to try for tomorrow.  The sooner I get out of there the better off I feel. 

I don’t talk with anyone all day long unless they e-mail me, send me an IM, call or ask me a direct question.  It’s like I am the bastard child of the office.  Nothing I haven’t been through before. 

I’ve got some additional worries but in life everything is temporary.  Unless your talking about diamonds, those are forever. 

Well time to get my move on for tomorrow and wind down for tonight.  2 more days!  Can’t wait until I come home on Friday and get to relax, drop everything at the door and just veg.  Friday has to be my favorite night out of the entire week.

Talk with you peeps later. 

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