11 June 2020

About last night

Today is kind of a boring day for me. I finished up work early this morning. I am just hanging out and watching in case any problems arise. There literally is nothing for me to do at work. This happens frequently and I have yet to say anything because well as much as I hate it, I also enjoy it. There are times when I am so busy, I barely have time to breathe and there are other times like today that I am going out of my mind from boredom.

I’ve been listening to the B52’s on Spotify. I really enjoy their music and some of it I haven’t heard before. I do give every song a chance but the timing varies, once I decide to skip there is no going back. There are several live performances so that is a bit extra special to listen to. I didn’t really start to appreciate them until around 2005, which seems like a long time ago.

I have also been surfing for porn. Who would have ever thought that people would be recording themselves having sex, putting it up on the internet and getting paid for it? I mean I remember cam boys, but there didn’t seem like much money in it. Today you have amateurs and professionals filming their own content, which you can subscribe to monthly on Only Fans or Just For Fans. It’s a pretty wild idea. You [the performer(s)] set the price for the monthly subscription. I don’t know what percentage the site takes for hosting it and for processing payments but some people can make a living doing just sex work. Since you are doing the filming in a controlled environment, there is very low risk. Getting someone to join you and consent to being filmed that might be a bit of a higher risk. I see the thrill and turn on behind it all, but it’s not something that I would ever do. I do think I am a pornaholic. I really enjoy it after all it’s been my outlet in the sex arena for many years. Saying that is some what of a turn on and also an embarrassment. However, we all have needs and desires. I can’t imagine not having needs or desires.

Last night I stumbled across a movie on Amazon Prime called Thank God It’s Friday. It was a hoot. Got to see Donna Summer and The Commodores. As well as some very good and bad disco dancing. Man, that had to be a time to be alive. I didn’t think I would enjoy it at all but after a short time I was invested and that turned out to be my evening’s entertainment. My Chicken Burrito was really good and I skipped the Cheesecake and had a brownie instead. Of course, I hung out with the two members of the furry family. I also incorporated some work into the mix, which they didn’t appreciate and I was thankful to get rid of. It was an emergency situation and in retrospect I should have come downstairs but instead opted to try to resolve it from the couch. It would have been quicker to walk downstairs. Ah well, it’s all done now.

It’s cooler weather here but the house has been a bit on the hot side and I have been a little nauseated from it. I got in my lunch time nap with Gator and that helped a little bit. The AC has also kicked on for a short time so more help. If I need to, I will run it tonight.

Today I was a little disheartened to learn that Live PD has been cancelled. It was a good show and you got to see both the good & bad side of policing. I felt that you had a more authentic experience watching this show than other shows that were like it. I understand that police reform is front and center, not to mention a very hot button issue. I don’t see how cancelling the show will help anything but clearly the people still have the power. I do hope that they don’t go after my favorite show The First 48 which follows Homicide detectives as they attempt to solve a murder. Too many people die in this world for no reason at all. There is far too much violence in the world and it has become an all too common way to solve problems. In reality it solves nothing it creates more problems. You have an injured or dead person, their family, the perpetrator and their family. So, 2 people and 2 families that are forever changed. That’s not taking into account any bystanders or innocent victims. Use words not fists to solve problems or just walk away. I get that it’s not that easy all the time but cooler heads prevail. Never make a decision in anger or haste – you will always regret it. That applies to most everything in life. Revenge does feel good but it just fuels a larger fire instead of extinguishing it.

Here’s hoping that better days are ahead for all of us. I don’t know that I will ever want to eat at a buffet again but I have plenty of restaurants that I would love to visit. Food, Guys and Money (not necessarily in that order) are what I am fond of. Take care of yourselves and come on back to see what is going on in my world. Thanks for riding with me today. Be well.

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