Since Monday is going to be a super busy day for me. I figured I would get a jump and document the weekend so you would have something to read while I am buried in work.
Hope you had a nice relaxing weekend and all is well.
Saturday … Woke up early thanks to Rudy, he was persistent and gave me a couple forehead washes to get me out of bed after biscuits didn’t do the trick. I got up and fed him and his sister. Then back to my room to watch TV. I was wired and going back to bed is what I wanted to do but I knew my body wouldn’t permit me to return to a sleep state. Watched more of The Resident. Had breakfast around 9a and then wound up climbing back into bed around 10:30a. Managed to sleep with both cats next to me. They clamored for who got to be the closest to me and Mora won just because of her size, she sat on her brother and he honestly didn’t seem to mind.
Woke up around 12:30p and had a couple cookies and a soda. Watched more TV. The sun was shining and it was starting to heat up outside but I wanted no part of that. Eventually around 1:30p I got up and showered. Got dressed and left the house.
Hit up the cat food store where I once again spent way too much money. Grabbed the mail. Been dying to see a particular piece of mail that showed up last week in my informed delivery and I reported I didn’t get it. Informed Delivery showed me another photo and that it was supposed to be in my box on Wednesday. Once again it was not there and I’ve already reported it again. Perhaps it will surface next week but I am not holding my breath.
After that I opted to go back to grab a full-size Mexican pizza. The salsa didn’t have the same bite to it as it did last week. However, the pizza was still just as tasty. As I was getting ready to leave, I saw the guy that I have been wanting to see. He still works there. Hopefully, with summer ahead I will see more of him. Got a nice rear end view and that just made me hungry for a man.
Funny thing I downloaded Bumble last night and started to go through the process I said I’d give it one last try but filling out my profile it just all seemed next to impossible, like I knew I was wasting my time. I gave up and deleted my profile. I can always enroll again later. I was set to pay for a subscription but looking at their prices, ouch way more than what I wanted to spend.
The more I watch The Resident and see people die in the show, the more I think that it’s time for me to move on. It feels odd because I’ve never done this before. However, the thought of dying alone is not appealing to me and the longer I wait the less desirable I think I will be. I know what I want from a body and age perspective but I think that I will have to make some compromises. Then again love might just find me instead of me looking for it.
Being alone has its advantages but I’d like to try to occupy my life with a guy. I know it would change my entire world and how I spend my time. However, I would still have some control. I’ve got plenty of pent-up physical needs and while I want to act those out with a guy, I am more interested in companionship and clicking, if that happens, I am confident that everything else will fall into place.
Logged on to Classmates dot com, peeked at a year book the year after I graduated. Also looked at a more recent year book and man I can see the changes. Way more clubs and organizations. A Gay Straight Alliance being one of them, never had that when I was in school. In many ways I think High School is more difficult now than it was back in my day but in other ways I see benefits that kids have now that I didn’t have back then. It was an interesting journey. The site wants money and tries to sell you year books but you can get by for free as long as all you are doing is browsing. I think the charge may apply if you want to interact with others. I’ve got no interest in doing that. In fact, yet another reunion is around the corner later this year. I wished I went to the last one it looked like fun from the photos. I just know how lonely I felt in school as a kid, when I went for a tour of the campus a few years ago with others from my class I felt that same feeling creep back. It’s like I was welcome but I wasn’t part of the in crowd, which caused me to feel all alone. Thinking of that I have no plans to attend any reunion. Lots has changed since High School and I am way smarter now than I was back then. I’m just moving forward.
It’s a sweatbox upstairs and the cats are not happy that we are in the basement. It’s in the 70’s down here and it’s 81 upstairs. If I could get those temps to equal out upstairs then I’d be all set to run back up there. I know I will be headed up eventually. Looking forward to watching more TV and dozing off. Got to take care of the dishes first and I dread that task, even though a machine does all of the hard work.
Sunday … Tried to sleep in but Rudy didn’t permit that for very long. I wound up brushing him off of me and got clawed, which got me out of bed. He got his breakfast. I got dressed and headed out for Chocolate Chip Pancakes. They were not nearly as good as I expected them to be. Very dry and little chocolate sauce on top. I’ll stick to Double Blueberry it is much better. Then on to the grocery store. Had a jar of peaches vacuum sealed from the store that I bought two weeks ago. The date on the outside said best by 08 April. They have never been opened and look perfectly fine. I figured I would just not tempt fate and picked up a fresh jar. When I was checking out, I asked the cashier her thoughts and she stammered and really didn’t give me an answer. She didn’t think I wanted the fresh jar I just picked up and I told her that I wanted it. I never looked at the date on the new jar, just figured it was different. When I got home and was putting everything away, I peeked at the date and damn if it doesn’t say best by 08 April. No wonder she was confused and if I would have paid more attention, I would have never bought that jar. Damn looks like I have to pay closer attention. Now I have two jars and the peaches look fine. I’m going to crack one of them open and gobble some down provided they taste okay, which I expect they will. I am just disappointed the grocery store would sell something with a best by date of 08 April on 14 April.
Had to break out the steam cleaner and fix a cat mess. Carpet looks good as new and it took just a couple minutes since it was a couple spots. The cats looked at me funny. Then I retired to my room where it’s still humid and the ceiling fan is on. Today is going to be another warm day. Watched a You Tube video and then went back to The Resident and after a while I got tired so I went back to bed. In getting up that kind of woke me up but still I laid in bed with the cats. Mora came and I got to give her a big hug, which we both enjoyed. Then she settled at the end of my feet. I watched more TV and eventually opted to try to nap. I think I got 15 or 20 minutes maybe. The phone went off and since I am on-call I wanted to know what came in. It was just a piece of spam, which I suppose is a blessing but also a curse since I was napping. I got up and put out my medicine and cleaned the cats water fountain. They always go looking for water the moment I take it away, never have figured that one out.
Back to the basement to dry the laundry I washed yesterday. It’s about done so I will be headed back up and going to get some trash out and vacuum. Thinking of grabbing dinner at a local Mexican place it just sounds good. It’s either that or pasta and honestly Mexican will just taste better.
I want to go in to the office one day this week. However, I think of the parking situation in the garage with construction and how parking is limited now and that just makes me want to stay at home, despite being free from on-call as of Monday. If I don’t go in that would be three weeks in a row that I have been at home. Tuesday doesn’t look the greatest although I might make it. Wednesday seems to be a lighter day and I think I might be able to make that work better. If both of those days pass by and I haven’t made it in, then there is no chance that I will go in on a Thursday or Friday. It’s not like anyone will miss me since I am still working just not physically in the office.
Okay scheduling this to post on Monday morning. Take care and thanks for stopping by.