Tomorrow will be the best day ever! Why? Because it’s Friday. Plus it’s supposed to bring bad weather to the area in the afternoon. The woosies I work with will complain and we will get to go home early or so I hope. That is the only perk of working in an office of all women, well that and make up tips if you wear make up. I don’t!
All thought I think I accidentally bought some makeup. I got some Cherry Lip Shimmer from Burts Bees. It goes on and turns your lips really red, resembles lip stick to me. Doesn’t seem to aid in healing but it’s got that Burt’s Bees tingle to it. All I know is I put it on last night and it looked weird, plus some got on my face but I fixed that with a tissue.
My allergic reaction is still with me. I am dying! I called my allergist but they haven’t bothered to call back. I could call my PCP but figure he will just say come in. So I guess I am better off either suffering it out or stopping in at a local urgent care. I did find some pills that I was given the last time I broke out in hives. It’s called Atarax and all I remember is it knocks you out cold. I slept pretty close to a day. If I get off early tomorrow and feel adventurous I will take one. I find myself waking up in the middle of the night scratching, I know I am not supposed to but it itches. The work day isn’t that bad – morning sucks at first but after a shower and some lotion it’s better soon. Then about 2pm it starts up slowly and by 5pm I am ready to climb the walls. I thought Steroids would help me but much to my surprise they haven’t had that big of an effect. I opt by caution and took a low tapering dose but maybe I need to kick it up a notch.
Speaking of which I ran out of sandwiches for work. I stopped at a gas station tonight wanting to pick up a cold cut sandwich and they had nothing. I left and went to a local fast food place where I proceeded to purchase my supper and lunch for Friday. I dropped $13 which I think is a little high for a couple burgers and an order of onion rings. They were good but expensive.
Looking to treat myself tomorrow but not exactly sure how – maybe stopping off at Bob Evans and having some amazing chili that sounds really good. Maybe I will give in. Not sure yet.
Well the big discovery of the week is the huge blow up that my boss had about the legal issue I am working on. Turns out I didn’t mess up after all. However, I can’t tell him that. He will think I am a loon and I think it’s just better to let it lye. I asked for Admin rights to our e-mail and was denied. Plus he asked me to write a high level overview of the company from an IT perspective. Both of which don’t bring comfort to me. I honestly think I am on my way to being thrown out. There is no ad that I can find listing my specific job but not a whole lot there surprises me. The feeling is in the air and it’s been there for a while. I can only hope and pray that I land something before that happens. That will be a major focus for next year, looking for a new job.
I mailed the letters yesterday night on the Bankruptcy. I gave the attorney the benefit of the doubt and thought that he may just come through. Well he didn’t. So I did what I had to do. The chips are going to fall where they may and I can’t help it if there are repercussions - this isn’t my debt and unless the court can convince me otherwise I am firm on stopping payment.
No word from the hot guy on the dating site. I did get a 22 year old looking at me. That was kind of a booster. I’d chat him up but he is like a million miles from me. I think it would start trouble for me and lord knows I don’t need anymore of that. It’s been a year of trouble, one after the other.
I am kind of out of thoughts, other than knowing I want to get upstairs and watch TV. Oh, the furnace is still off kilter. I believe it’s the logic board in the furnace it’s self. Nothing more than a motherboard but the last time we had it replaced it was $1,200 that was more than 5 years ago I can only imagine what happened to the price since then. Right now I am just floating on a wing and a prayer. Nights are really warm and mornings are really cool. I am hopeful that it just keeps working because spending money right now isn’t something I want to do unless it’s absolutely necessary. I am living on borrowed time and savings – not a good combination. If I get to keep this place I won’t mind spending money on it but right now the least I can get by with the better off I am. I am fighting until the bitter end but I am totally on the fence for how this will end. I just hope I can live with the outcome and keep my furry family.
Speaking of the munchkins they want food so I need to run. Talk with you peeps later. Have a great weekend!